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This is so strange. I'm sitting here on a government-owned laptop at the Raddison Hotel. I took my ASVAB, I don't think I did that well, but we'll see... tomorrow I go for my physical, and we'll see if I get accepted into the air force. I hope I do. But I feel so odd. My brain feels numb, and my body feels like it's on auto-pilot. I've felt this way a few times in the past, and I hate this feeling. I'm not depressed, sad, or anything like that. Maybe I'll get into EOD.
I wonder what it's like to be blown up.
I wonder what it's like to be blown up.