To leave behind or staying, that is the question.
Eh, not a bad week. Just for hell out of it, been eating only just bagel and creamcheese, plus milk to drink almost everyday now. Along with some fruits. I do feel alot better when I work out in YMCA and its pretty refreshing. And no, I don't only eat just bagel and creamcheese and milk only. I do eat other foods too, but sometimes anyway.
I'm slowly losing interest of getting on AIM, MSN, and anything related to online. Except that I still log on into H2Ocs IRC server where I hang around for 2 years and the forum, checking out BitTorrent sites, Utopia/Earth, and some sites I regularly check. I don't really have anyone else to talk to anyone anymore.. even on H2Ocs IRC.. I don't plan to leave H2Ocs servers because I am still administrator on CS:S and NS servers for H2Ocs. There are times I need to be on AIM/MSN to contact people from H2O anyway.
YMCA isn't enough to keep me busy. Sure I sometimes spend more than 3 hours there.. Of course right after YMCA, I usually look around to find a job, but its difficult. :\ Haven't given up on it at all yet.
A week ago, went on SPiN to check things out.. Of course there was channels I go to no longer exist, but there are people I recognize are in another channel. Joined in, talked for a bit, then left. Probably several minutes more and I would have been back to SPiN due of boredoom. Dangerous indeed. I don't even expect anything from SPiN.
I'm not sure what to do with that IRC server I go to, #NeoAlliance where I wouls still go to. The channel itself changed alot. There are times people act like idiots which makes me want to not come back. But then again, its the guild I created, people I recruited, and they're also friends. Just once more.. Just one more of maybe getting back to play RO again with the guild and enjoy, like the times we had in xeno v2, evilRO, ultimaRO, and protardRO. Right now, I don't feel like its even a guild anymore and always thinking that #NeoAlliance name itself should be under different name. I am aware that its not always about RO.
Its always a IRC channel that people can hang out and keep in touch. I'm pretty sure that is what it is suppose to. I'm sure its what Melt thought about when he suggested a IRC server for the guild. I even wonder how's melty doing and its been awhile since I last saw him. I do respect him alot, even when melt turn against NeoA one time. I guess I enjoy my time leveling with melt as much as I enjoy leveling with Manti.
Meh, speaking of RO, been playing RO with my sis. But then again, wasn't always playing with her. Sometimes I go downstairs and watch her play, and partying with some random people. She is doing pretty good. Made me even chuckle when she says she's able to beat PecoPeco as lvl 35+ acol. I guess I should start spending more time with her playing RO and get her to job 50. Then maybe I'll stop playing right after that. And yeah, she's playing in protardRO if you're wondering which server.
Hhmm.. For the past week, my sis been sleeping with me, and she is sleeping in my bed as I type. Sometimes she was shaking in bed. Its probably she had a real bad nightmare and most likely needed to feel secure. Hhmm... Sis' b-day coming up in 20 days. Most likely she'll reach priestess before than and maybe I'll get her some gift ingame and IRL also. That should probably motivate me to play RO to find items I need and to find presents from the stores.
Aw.. Out of grapes, I guess I should go sleep. 2 AM and such, night.. Or morning rather.
BTW, beat MGS 3 under 2 hours and 30 mins when I started all over. Its really nice, especially the stealth suit and infinity face paint. Now to get all those facepaint and camos again. :) Watching that video really helps me, even after escaping the prison after being tortured. Now to see if i can beat it in 1 hour and 20 mins (or less) with that stealth camo. :P
I'm slowly losing interest of getting on AIM, MSN, and anything related to online. Except that I still log on into H2Ocs IRC server where I hang around for 2 years and the forum, checking out BitTorrent sites, Utopia/Earth, and some sites I regularly check. I don't really have anyone else to talk to anyone anymore.. even on H2Ocs IRC.. I don't plan to leave H2Ocs servers because I am still administrator on CS:S and NS servers for H2Ocs. There are times I need to be on AIM/MSN to contact people from H2O anyway.
YMCA isn't enough to keep me busy. Sure I sometimes spend more than 3 hours there.. Of course right after YMCA, I usually look around to find a job, but its difficult. :\ Haven't given up on it at all yet.
A week ago, went on SPiN to check things out.. Of course there was channels I go to no longer exist, but there are people I recognize are in another channel. Joined in, talked for a bit, then left. Probably several minutes more and I would have been back to SPiN due of boredoom. Dangerous indeed. I don't even expect anything from SPiN.
I'm not sure what to do with that IRC server I go to, #NeoAlliance where I wouls still go to. The channel itself changed alot. There are times people act like idiots which makes me want to not come back. But then again, its the guild I created, people I recruited, and they're also friends. Just once more.. Just one more of maybe getting back to play RO again with the guild and enjoy, like the times we had in xeno v2, evilRO, ultimaRO, and protardRO. Right now, I don't feel like its even a guild anymore and always thinking that #NeoAlliance name itself should be under different name. I am aware that its not always about RO.
Its always a IRC channel that people can hang out and keep in touch. I'm pretty sure that is what it is suppose to. I'm sure its what Melt thought about when he suggested a IRC server for the guild. I even wonder how's melty doing and its been awhile since I last saw him. I do respect him alot, even when melt turn against NeoA one time. I guess I enjoy my time leveling with melt as much as I enjoy leveling with Manti.
Meh, speaking of RO, been playing RO with my sis. But then again, wasn't always playing with her. Sometimes I go downstairs and watch her play, and partying with some random people. She is doing pretty good. Made me even chuckle when she says she's able to beat PecoPeco as lvl 35+ acol. I guess I should start spending more time with her playing RO and get her to job 50. Then maybe I'll stop playing right after that. And yeah, she's playing in protardRO if you're wondering which server.
Hhmm.. For the past week, my sis been sleeping with me, and she is sleeping in my bed as I type. Sometimes she was shaking in bed. Its probably she had a real bad nightmare and most likely needed to feel secure. Hhmm... Sis' b-day coming up in 20 days. Most likely she'll reach priestess before than and maybe I'll get her some gift ingame and IRL also. That should probably motivate me to play RO to find items I need and to find presents from the stores.
Aw.. Out of grapes, I guess I should go sleep. 2 AM and such, night.. Or morning rather.
BTW, beat MGS 3 under 2 hours and 30 mins when I started all over. Its really nice, especially the stealth suit and infinity face paint. Now to get all those facepaint and camos again. :) Watching that video really helps me, even after escaping the prison after being tortured. Now to see if i can beat it in 1 hour and 20 mins (or less) with that stealth camo. :P