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May 02, 2005 12:47

AHHH **pulling my hair out**

So this weekend was weird. I'm talking to a few different guys right now, but nothing serious. Things didn't really work out with Jason. I really liked him and everything, but he's just always so busy and he says he'll make time for me, but I still haven't seen him in like a month. He's got my phone number if he wants to call, but I'm not gonna sit home and wait. Since I've got links to this journal all over the play, I don't want to go into too much detail about what's going on right now, but I've got dates on Tuesday and Thursday this week and I might plan another date for Saturday. I want to meet mister right, damnit, so I'm gonna go through the express lane and try to find him as fast as I can... haha I'm just kidding. It actually just kinda happened. I went from waiting for Jason to call me, to all of a sudden getting all these IMs with guys asking me out. I'm actually quite flattered. Now don't get the wrong idea, I'm totally gonna be a 1 man kind of woman, but I need to find the right man first and he's got to ask me to be his only girl. Why does this have to be so difficult. I just want to take care of someone and have them love me in return.

So I talked to Donald yesterday and I asked him why Jackie is totally ignoring me and doesn't want to be my friend anymore. He seemed totally shocked that I didn't know why. I finally got him to tell me that she told him that I punched her right in front of her parents and I drove by her house at 6am, like some kind of stalker. THAT'S BULLSHIT!!! I have her a half slug in her arm at her jewelry party, but it was just playful and she played along. I mean honestly, if her parents had seen me punch their little princess, don't you think someone would have said something to me?!?! And I have NEVER EVER driven by someone's house like some kinda crazy nut, and I certainly wouldn't do it at 6am, for fucks sake, I can't even get outta be for work at 8, so how can I get out of bed to harass her?? If I was gonna stalk someone, you think I would harass Alan or something, and I've never done that to him. How sad is it that my ex boyfriend that treated me poorly for 4 years, is my best friend now. I need a hobby.
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