Jan 27, 2005 09:40
I went to the Elephant Bar last night with Shannon. It was nice getting outta the house and getting a drink. I'm still not too sure how I feel about this whole dating thing again. I feel like I've got this hole that I wanna fill, but eveytime a guy asks me out, I find myself running away. Maybe I just need more time. It's nice that they want me though ;) I'm kinda torn because I want to be with my girls for Valentine's Day, but I also really want a nice romantic Valentine's Day with a guy and flowers and all that mushy stuff that I never got when I was with Alan. I dunno, maybe I'll just hide in my room and sleep instead...lol
Jackie's comeing over tonight and we're gonna start working on out scrap books. I ordered some more supplies off eBay, but they won't be in till next week. We're gonna go to CVS and print some pictures off, then go to Kinko's and make some color copies of pictures that we already have printed off, but don't want to cut up for the scrapbook. I wanna work really hard on mine and make it very nice. I want something that I can look at no matter how bad I feel and think of things that make me happy and make me smile.