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Super Jump
What's Your Anime Power?
So here's a survey I theived from Alizo. Suckuhs...
Basics
[Your Initials] BR
[Name You Wish You Had] Vulgar.
[Your Chinese Zodiac Sign] Tiger
[Physical Age] 18, I guess. I don't look it.
[Mental Age] 18, I guess. o_o
Have you ever lied to a friend? Sure... when it was better for'em.
Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? I've turned some of my friends' girlfriends into fangirls, but never have I started a relationship with'em.
~Sex~
Ever had sex? Nay!
Believe that a person shouldn't have sex before marriage? Yep.
Believe in casual sex? Fux that. Fux you too.
When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity? I don't plan anything ;3 Spontanicity, pal.
Did you regret it? Regret what?
~Religion~
Do you have a religion? Sure.
Do you practice it i.e go to church? I should.
Do you believe in God? Sure.
Satan? I am the devil ;3
Heaven? I'd like to.
Hell? For the sake of anyone who answered the "~sex~" part of this survey incorrectly, I hope not.
If you died tomorrow what do you beleive will happen to you? I'd return with a wing on my shoulder and under some hideous mako induced mutation. And I'd summon meteor to pwn y'all.
Does death scare you? Never. If I died right now, I think I'd be happier in those last few moments then I've been my entire life.
~Morals~
Have you ever been drunk? Yes.
taken drugs? Non-illegal ones.
lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? Not as far as I know.
gotten into a fight? And I whooped that ass.
are you more innocent or guilty? Depends on your definition.
Would you date a drug addict? Probably not D:
have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? More or less... x_X;
Are you racist? Not in the least.
Are you discriminatory to anyone? n00bs.
Have you been a hypocrite in the past? Many a time.
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? Open, I'd say.
[ Name ]: Ben.
[ Nicknames ]: Make one up.
[ Born in ]: Spring Valley, Illinois.
[ Resides in ]: Varna, Illinois.
[ Good student? ]: Depends on what I'm studying in.
[ Eyes ]: Brown.
[ Hair ]: Dark brown, near black.
[ Shoe size ]: I have wittle feet ;_; 7 or 8's.
Last time you..
[ Had a nightmare ]: I'm living one.
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: When my best friend went to bed.
[ Ate at McDonald's ]: One morning I awoke early for school not so long ago.
[ Dyed your hair ]: Not since January.
[ Brushed your hair ]: Not for a few weeks x_x
[ Washed your hair ]: Yesterday afternoon.
[ Checked your e-mail ]: My email checks me ;3
[ Cried ]: Last week when I was watching Bruce Almighty u_u;;
[ Called someone ]: I called my mom yesterday ._.
[ Smiled ]: Hmm... That's a tough one. Probably the convention last weekend.
[ Laughed ]: While talking on the phone to my friend Ryan yesterday.
[ Talked to an ex ]: Earlier today. I was feeling down and a couple were available. They helped a bit, I'd say.
Do You...
[ Smoke? ]: No.
[ Do drugs? ]: Didn't you already ask this question?
[ Have sex? ]: No?
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: Nah.
[ Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? ]: Not for a few months.
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back? ]: I can never seem to stop dreaming about that Japanese girl from high school. I don't even talk to her anymore but she keeps invading my mental rest.
[ Play an instrument? ]: Nope.
[ Believe there is life on other planets? ]: Why not?
[ Read the newspaper? ]: No.
[ Have any straight friends? ]: Many.
[ Consider love a mistake? ]: That's a tough one...
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: Ew. Dieplz.
[ Pray? ]: Not as often as I used to u_u;
[ Have any secrets? ]: Not really secrets... just a lot of stories that people have yet to hear.
[ Have any pets ]: Two dogs. Eddie and Cracker. They're real beasties.
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you]: Yeah. Sometimes I don't even take the time to find out who they are.
[ Wear hats? ]: Whenever I don't feel like doing my hair.
[ Have any piercings? ]: Not yet.
[ Have any tattoos? ]: Not yet x_X
[ Hate yourself? ]: ...
[ Have an obsession? ]: Gaia x_x
[ Have a secret crush? ]: Yep.
[ Collect anything? ]: Not really. I don't like clinging to material possessions.
[ Have a best friend? ]: Yeah.
[ Like your handwriting? ]: Nay.
[ Have any bad habits? ]: Biting my nails and scratching my face x_x;
[ Care about looks? ]: I can be shallow, but I tend not to be.
[ Boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: Read above.
[ Friends and other people? ]: What about'em?
[ Believe in ghosts? ]: Yeah, I suppose.
Current:
[ Dress ]: Green t-shirt and a pair of jeans.
[ Mood ]: Anxious, confused, worried... Yeah.
[ Make-up ]: None for the moment.
[ Music ]: The Morrowind Background music.
[ Taste ]: Flem. I hate being sick.
[ Hair ]: Untamed ;3
[ Annoyance ]: Money.
[ Smell ]: Chlorine, for some reason.
[ Think ]: Livejournal surveys.
[ Book ]: Naruto Vol. 4.
[ Fingernail Color ]: I bit all the polish off on my way home from Iowa D:
[ Refreshment ]: Coca-Cola.
[ Worry ]: If Tommy'll PM me back.
[ Crush ]: -cough- >>;;
Last Person:
[ You Touched ]: I hugged my mom this morning.
[ You Talked to ]: I was talking to my friend Ryan over AIM a few moments ago :3
[ You Hugged ]: Mommy ;_;
[ You Instant messaged ]: I IMed Eleni about her penis. ._.;;
[ You Yelled At ]: I don't know...
[ You Had A Crush On ]: Blah. What's up with this crush stuff?
[ Who broke Your Heart ]: Kat... on my birthday ._.;; It was pwningfully painful x_x; But I forgive her.
[ Kissed ]: Ryan from the con o_o;
Who do you want to:
[ Kill ]: Sephiroth. Always Sephiroth...
[ Slap ]: Charlie Murphy. I'm Rick James, bitch.
[ Tickle ]: Ryan again x3 she squeeks. It's comical.
[ Talk To ]: Kat... Today, I talked to more than I have in awhile. It felt good confiding in her.
[ Be Like ]: Gackt <3
So I guess I'm really sick. I accidently set my alarm clock for 6pm instead of 6am... so needless to say, I didn't wake up until after school was already over. Which kinda sucks, but I'm happy I didn't go. I don't like school... I can sit though my first three classes without problem, but photoshop is so aggrivating. I took the class assuming we'd be doing leet stuff that I see in everyone's signitures, but we don't u_u So it sucks.
Anyway, I'm currently fighting with a friend on gaia. Yeah... It has to do with drugs and stuff. I don't really wanna be fighting with him, but goddamn... I'm not gonna give up my ideals so he can talk about getting high. It's in my guild, and I think that I have more right than anyone to decide who posts what. But why does he have to talk about it in my guild? There're so many better places to post that stuff without offending anyone u_u;; He's being selfish in my opinion, but whatever. I'd rather just end it...
'course, there're worse problems than gaia. Anime Reactor's coming up... and I really wanna go to spend time with a friend of mine. But as per usual, I have no money. Casey's Gas Station which is really close to me decided to stop hiring too, so I won't be working there any time soon x_x; My mom suggested that I go and work with my Uncle Dan, so I might look into doing that sometime this weekend but... blah u_u;
Today was one of those days when I just wish I could die. I've been more depressed all day today then I have been for weeks. It's really not a fun feeling... but whatever u_u;
I'm gonna go for now.
-Vulgar.