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i'm standing in a strange green jungle.there are crickets and frogs and tasty snakes around me. a strong wind blows. my hair that need cutting (as my grandmother is quick to remind me of) is whipping around, there are ghosts here.your ghost, your ghost, and, yes, even yours too.
the wind is so storng it take the flesh off my bones and i take a step forwad onto the linolium.
about five hundred steps later i'm in a large room with 372 folding seats and a large black platform with a heavy red curtain.
im photosynthetic sometimes, so i'm going to walk after school, to my new job at the Goddard academy, to recharge
i suddenly wish i was in the desert, hey, who wants to go to Nevada?
one thing about video games, they nullify feeling, i geuss thats why i like them sometimes... whats the word? escapism... but, i gotta think.. what am i escaping from? well, nothing. yeah, there it is, i'm trying to get away from the "nothing" in my life. why, my normal days are chocked full of nothing. my bones are vibrating and im holding my breath, so to speak...
i need to ride in a converatable with loud music and shouting and hot sun
i need to stand on the beach IN THE DAYTIME and the night
i need to stand at the edge of the cliff and not be afraid
i need to hear loud music and feel my insides vibrate along with the beat
i need to get out more...
lets go! lets run and climb and scream and jump and laugh and fall and bruise and smile and bleed and drink clear water and point at the sky and stand on each overs shoulders and hang upside down and hide and seek and dig and get dirty and sweat and tumble and roll and run and flail our arms around and climb trees and catch our breath (oh, how long has it been sense i had to actually take time to catch my breath!)and be happy and exited about nothing at all.
what is that called?
i used to know the word for doing that... something from when i was little...
oh, yes.
Play.
I want to go out and play.
Who's with me?
-Josh-
the wind is so storng it take the flesh off my bones and i take a step forwad onto the linolium.
about five hundred steps later i'm in a large room with 372 folding seats and a large black platform with a heavy red curtain.
im photosynthetic sometimes, so i'm going to walk after school, to my new job at the Goddard academy, to recharge
i suddenly wish i was in the desert, hey, who wants to go to Nevada?
one thing about video games, they nullify feeling, i geuss thats why i like them sometimes... whats the word? escapism... but, i gotta think.. what am i escaping from? well, nothing. yeah, there it is, i'm trying to get away from the "nothing" in my life. why, my normal days are chocked full of nothing. my bones are vibrating and im holding my breath, so to speak...
i need to ride in a converatable with loud music and shouting and hot sun
i need to stand on the beach IN THE DAYTIME and the night
i need to stand at the edge of the cliff and not be afraid
i need to hear loud music and feel my insides vibrate along with the beat
i need to get out more...
lets go! lets run and climb and scream and jump and laugh and fall and bruise and smile and bleed and drink clear water and point at the sky and stand on each overs shoulders and hang upside down and hide and seek and dig and get dirty and sweat and tumble and roll and run and flail our arms around and climb trees and catch our breath (oh, how long has it been sense i had to actually take time to catch my breath!)and be happy and exited about nothing at all.
what is that called?
i used to know the word for doing that... something from when i was little...
oh, yes.
Play.
I want to go out and play.
Who's with me?
-Josh-