Bizzaro Javi
Over the course of the last two months, the discontent I've been feeling with my life in general has grown. I feel completely and utterly worn down. If there was ever a time I wanted to jump off the proverbial ledge, now would be the time.
Life has been coming at me from every angle and I'm trying very hard to stay afloat...it's dragging me down with a vengeance! I hope I don't take anyone else down with me! I am very much tempted to push others down and use them as make shift rafts, but I won't. I've worked very hard at becoming a better person.
To add insult to injury, I'm having a difficult time at even hiding my frustration and discontent. My fuse has been running very short lately and everyone is in my cross-hairs. All the little things that I was able to overlook now fester and grow in emotional outrages and people are starting to see me for who I always knew I could be, but never wanted to be. I've let my guard down and now I'm flying my freak flag high in the air along with my super-mega-bitch-in-yo-face banner!
I hope this little rampage of mine is over soon. I'm sure when I go to take a head-count at the end, the numbers will surely have dwindled.
My God spare all of your souls!