Mar 09, 2006 23:43
I know a few of you have probably been wondering why I'm so scarce lately.
Sorry that I haven't really talked to anyone lately. My best advice is try to call me (again) sometime. If I'm near the phone I will answer (for the most part), I promise.
As for what's been keeping me quiet... Well, its just been a fast paced couple weeks. A lot has happened and/or changed. There's a lot going on at work, more at home, and even more yet in my head. The last thing I've felt like doing recently is being on the phone.
So here's the skinny.
Got in trouble at work the other day. Nothing really bad, but enough to make life a little tougher for a while. Mostly because it puts me under the microscope. I felt bad that things went down the way they did but matters were taken out of my hands. No, I don't really want to talk about it so please dont ask, but not to worry, I'm not all broken up or upset.
Home life? Its pretty much the same as it has always been. Not a whole lot changes there. Our lease is up in 6 months. then I'll be looking for a place of my own again. Money is going to be pretty tight but I'll manage. I did before, and I will again.
Brandon called from Oregon the other day. He's getting married soon. I'm going to have to head back to Oregon. No, I don't plan to be coming to Washington. If you want to see me make the drive to Portland. Don't know where I'm going to stay yet, or how I'm going to pay for the trip, but that will work itself out in the end. It always does.
Have enjoyed my weekends the last couple weeks at least. The weekend before last I went to Childress. No real agenda (other than help a friend move a TV), just good to get away. And last week I did nothing. Yes, I know that means I could have called but I didnt. I just really enjoyed being home by myself, not having to talk to or deal with anyone.
Now, everytime I post something like this, or I get scarce for a while, I always get the same calls: "Are you okay? You sounded depressed." No, I'm not depressed, I'm not sad, I'm not upset. Please dont ask. Trust me when I say I'm fine, and I'll talk to you soon.