Grind
Back to a "normal summer day". I cringe at thinking of going to work because of this guy...I should just tell it to his face, not interested, CREEP. But alas, I'm too icked out to be able to say anything. l;askdaowe;laskd. I don't know...I suppose I'll figure something out soon. I'm definitely denying his facebook friend request.
I feel really dumb. If I had asked, I think I could have gone to work next week instead of this week, thereby freeing up my morning to go to a Graduation party for my future roommate (which I think is more important)...but I must not have been thinking straight because I just took whatever I go and very promptly sent off an email to the girl saying I was sorry I couldn't go. Damn it...I don't know what's wrong with me. I would send her a nice little gift or card through the mail, but somehow I feel that's still JUST a a gesture, and not helping with the real problem. Did I mention before that this is a whine and complain journal? (would you like some cheese with that?).
Ugh, I have to go make "business calls". If I have to do all this adult shit, why can't I drink? You know, as a gesture.
I feel really dumb. If I had asked, I think I could have gone to work next week instead of this week, thereby freeing up my morning to go to a Graduation party for my future roommate (which I think is more important)...but I must not have been thinking straight because I just took whatever I go and very promptly sent off an email to the girl saying I was sorry I couldn't go. Damn it...I don't know what's wrong with me. I would send her a nice little gift or card through the mail, but somehow I feel that's still JUST a a gesture, and not helping with the real problem. Did I mention before that this is a whine and complain journal? (would you like some cheese with that?).
Ugh, I have to go make "business calls". If I have to do all this adult shit, why can't I drink? You know, as a gesture.