Oct 19, 2005 22:41
It is that time again. Gotta change. Right now, the way I am, isn't so good for being on Jurisdiction. Generally speaking it is good but I am not able to break outta my group. I been doing well this past year, but not well enough. Gotta work on my people skills more. But talkin to strangers in the mall has been helping. There are many other things too. I give the impression I don't care too much though in actuallity I do. I'm too careless and such. Often times setting me up for future situations that requires brainpower. Lastly I gotta start taking things esriously. I may find myself screwing up slightly, that is unacceptable. No mistakes. No flaws. I gotta plan here. By the time January 1st comes, I will have a near good idea as to how things will fall and I'll be ready. If I plan the year as I planned my rise to GMC, it be a cake walk. I'll be perfectly fine.
Speaking of which, I'm so fucked. I been thinking that what if I have to give a speech this year (which is inevitable of course), there will be no way that I can live up the the bar I set at GMC. Fuckin a'. I shoulda thought past that. Ah well It was necessary. I suppose I'll have to disappoint a lil' until I can think of something. I think I'm gonna need a lil' book of quotes to help me too.
Well thus is all...peace out holmes.
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