Datalinks: 011.0400.002 - Holy shitakus batman...
So I guess it tis time to fill ya in holmes. But first lemme let ya know one thing from the past I forgot to mention...
I got new glasses. Woot. I can see clearly now.
Anyhow yesterday was ok. I spent time on gaia and just flopped around. Eventually rides was handled to get to Fresno and away we went. We got Kerry. Went to T-clan's house and Justin decides to pussy out cuz of sickness (though Cici went while she was sick) and put me in a bad spot as we had to pull something out of our asses to get an Installing Chaplain. I call up Chris and we pick him up and head on out while he studies real fast. We get there and he knows it. Thank the lord. Well the ceremony went well. I called an f'in prompt (I'm so pissed about that) just cuz I went blank when that f'in spotlight was in my eyes. So sucked ass. I hated that moment. I sunk below all depths after that. I was just...ugh!!! Oh well. Introductions went longer than usual but Stern fixed that and well...it ended after 1 hr and 40 mins. Oh well. The dance blew big time dude. I was so pissed. Usually he plays that old school stuff for a while and than as we plan to leave he comes up to date...not this time. Made me more mad than god knows what. It all ended well though, so I suppose.
Well once I got home I was madly inspired to do my letter of intent and I did that for running for MC for Lodi. I also did a budget and calendar in case they wanted proof to show that I am ready to take the spot. Yup yup. My letter of intent is a f'in book though. I tried to shorten it but...no flow. Oh well.
So daylight savings killed an hour but meh. I woke up at 12:30 and got ready right quick to go to a b-ball practice. Oh that drained me. I am totally energy-less right now. Wasted. *sigh*
My mom and I went shopping while I talked to Krystal the entire time. Got 2 new shorts and two new jersey tops and yup...ready for some more practices and stuff.
At home I chill, spend some time on Gaia and ya. Talked to boo as well. Very fun, very pleasant. I love her, I really do. Well eventually a point came up when we were laughing and I stopped. I quickly turn to tears. Why? Not a fuckin idea. Unexplainable. I can only imagine it is cuz I'm unstable when I'm tired like this. Like the laughing wasn't me either. It was extra as everything and anything is funny when I'm that tired. Well she thinks that supposedly there is some reasont hat I don't know why. Wtf?!?! 18 yrs and among those years of when I do cry, you'd figure I know myself and that everytime I cry because I know why. This time wasn't triggered by anything. Pissed me off but I decided to ignore it and go on as it was nothing to bug about.
Now here I am. Tired and listening to music. Gaia is down and it is pissin me off. Needs to stop being off so I can change something really quick and get off. Well that is all holmes. I'm out...peace.
I got new glasses. Woot. I can see clearly now.
Anyhow yesterday was ok. I spent time on gaia and just flopped around. Eventually rides was handled to get to Fresno and away we went. We got Kerry. Went to T-clan's house and Justin decides to pussy out cuz of sickness (though Cici went while she was sick) and put me in a bad spot as we had to pull something out of our asses to get an Installing Chaplain. I call up Chris and we pick him up and head on out while he studies real fast. We get there and he knows it. Thank the lord. Well the ceremony went well. I called an f'in prompt (I'm so pissed about that) just cuz I went blank when that f'in spotlight was in my eyes. So sucked ass. I hated that moment. I sunk below all depths after that. I was just...ugh!!! Oh well. Introductions went longer than usual but Stern fixed that and well...it ended after 1 hr and 40 mins. Oh well. The dance blew big time dude. I was so pissed. Usually he plays that old school stuff for a while and than as we plan to leave he comes up to date...not this time. Made me more mad than god knows what. It all ended well though, so I suppose.
Well once I got home I was madly inspired to do my letter of intent and I did that for running for MC for Lodi. I also did a budget and calendar in case they wanted proof to show that I am ready to take the spot. Yup yup. My letter of intent is a f'in book though. I tried to shorten it but...no flow. Oh well.
So daylight savings killed an hour but meh. I woke up at 12:30 and got ready right quick to go to a b-ball practice. Oh that drained me. I am totally energy-less right now. Wasted. *sigh*
My mom and I went shopping while I talked to Krystal the entire time. Got 2 new shorts and two new jersey tops and yup...ready for some more practices and stuff.
At home I chill, spend some time on Gaia and ya. Talked to boo as well. Very fun, very pleasant. I love her, I really do. Well eventually a point came up when we were laughing and I stopped. I quickly turn to tears. Why? Not a fuckin idea. Unexplainable. I can only imagine it is cuz I'm unstable when I'm tired like this. Like the laughing wasn't me either. It was extra as everything and anything is funny when I'm that tired. Well she thinks that supposedly there is some reasont hat I don't know why. Wtf?!?! 18 yrs and among those years of when I do cry, you'd figure I know myself and that everytime I cry because I know why. This time wasn't triggered by anything. Pissed me off but I decided to ignore it and go on as it was nothing to bug about.
Now here I am. Tired and listening to music. Gaia is down and it is pissin me off. Needs to stop being off so I can change something really quick and get off. Well that is all holmes. I'm out...peace.