What the-

[neonwonderland]

So Manda and I were supposed to hang out tonight after work...but it didn't quite work out like that. First we went to pick up Ruby's to go & we ate it at her house, so that was fine... But then she had to get ready for her headshots (I was going to do her makeup) and she took a shower and washed her hair. I sat there and watched The Parent Trap....I was honestly completely fine with sitting there alone for awhile. But then we went to my house to do the makeup, but at that point it was getting late & she had to hang out with her friend who she was going to some party with later tonight.... and the headshots got canceled. So she called someone and got in a big fight with her. Then she made 50 phone calls (concerning the fight) while I was sitting there playing around on my laptop. Then she said she felt really bad for ruining our time together and that she wanted to make it up to me.. And she asked me if I was mad at her. And....I'm not. Not at all... Why?? lol... :) I should be. But for some strange reason, I can't get mad at her. It's not that I was holding anything back....i just really wasn't upset in the least.

I'm confused with myself...

-Lesley

"It's like joy and pain...it's like sunshine and rain..."