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damn.. I have to get out of this wierd being sucky at controling my emotions, snapping and getting slightly mad thing I'm going through. because it's making me angry. I don't know what's been wrong with me in school lately but it's like all of those stupid things that happen that I just let go all the time are setting me off. It'll pass probably. I'll get over it. It's just annoing as hell right now..
been alone mainly since I got home. played tricky for a while.. cause I can now.. need to go get some more games. biked for a bit. made pizza bites and all that. and might go out to dinner for a bit with mom and dad. I kind of needed the alone-ness. I guess maybe it got me out of this getting angry thing. I talked to Andrew a little about it. but then I felt bad getting into it. cause it might annoy him or something.
mm.. mamas and papas are making me happy.. havent heard them in a long while.. found a bunch of CD's I havent listened to in a while today.. while looking for one. which I didn't happen to find. (aka my tower of power and disintegration). I really felt like listening to Disintegration today while I was lying in the back of the library trying to sleep (before Rahul and Saadh stole Mindy's purse and they all came screaming to where I was... waking me up.. grr). I got closedown stuck in my head.. I miss that album..
hmm... and now.. I'm going to read something. that Isn't Heart of Darkness. because.. I'm not in the mood for social commentary.. *sigh* done..
been alone mainly since I got home. played tricky for a while.. cause I can now.. need to go get some more games. biked for a bit. made pizza bites and all that. and might go out to dinner for a bit with mom and dad. I kind of needed the alone-ness. I guess maybe it got me out of this getting angry thing. I talked to Andrew a little about it. but then I felt bad getting into it. cause it might annoy him or something.
mm.. mamas and papas are making me happy.. havent heard them in a long while.. found a bunch of CD's I havent listened to in a while today.. while looking for one. which I didn't happen to find. (aka my tower of power and disintegration). I really felt like listening to Disintegration today while I was lying in the back of the library trying to sleep (before Rahul and Saadh stole Mindy's purse and they all came screaming to where I was... waking me up.. grr). I got closedown stuck in my head.. I miss that album..
hmm... and now.. I'm going to read something. that Isn't Heart of Darkness. because.. I'm not in the mood for social commentary.. *sigh* done..