Feb 07, 2008 11:07
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! Passed that bastard exam! Ok, with the minimum allowed, but who cares? The important is that is one less from my goal, which is never again deal with professors for the rest of my life!
Apart from that, I have to say that this period isn' t exactly the best for me! It' s a stupid thing, really, but damn! I' m depressed as Hell! First because of my University which is getting more boring and more difficult as the days pass, second because I met two of my ex-classmates I haven' t seen in ten years or so, and instead of being glad and happy for that, I feel extremely depressed!
I mean... TEN YEARS! I don' t know, I just feel weird about that, I don' t even know how to express it! I' m both sad because I haven' t seen them in years, and because now I' ve found them again! I liked them a lot, and back then we had a lot of fun, but now I can' t stop thinking that we lost ten years, we' ve changed, and we can' t be the way we were never more, and I' m not even sure it' s a bad thing! Girls at 13 can be veeeeeeeeeeeery strange, I was, I' m glad I' m not like that anymore, but I liked them the way they were and... what if they changed that much as well? Will we be able to keep our friendship even if they' re not the guys I used to know?
Maaaaaaaan, this is getting too philosophical for me, let' s end this!
I' m going brooding over it by myself listening to some good but even more depressing music!
Yes, I am a masochist, thank you so much for noticing!
Sigh!!!!!!
vita vissuta,
scuola che passione!