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[neonryu]

I’m seeing the light in a tunel

in a world that's dark and cold,

I cannot believe how much I've

changed since the days of old,

I know, it's temporary but

I need to focus straight.

I cannot believe I lost

control of my fate,

I need forgiveness from the

people I truly care about,

I need support behind my back

to help me spit it out

I am gonna win, I can't

afford to blow this one,

I hate myself sometimes,

I love myself,

I need this way of life

because it holds me.

I hate myself sometimes,

I love myself,

Contradictions the way of life

Happiness is wealthiness

is healthy

Now that I've made it through

those lies and deceit,

I think what's done is done and

I can't complain anymore

I am sure now that I've found

myself again it feels great

I cannot believe I lost

control of my fate,

I need forgiveness from the

people I truly care about,

I need support behind my

back to help me spit it out

I am gonna win, I can't

afford to blow this one,

I hate myself sometimes,

I love myself,

I need this way of life

because it holds me.

I hate myself sometimes,

I love

myself,

Contradictions the way of life

Happin

ess is wealthiness is healthiness