holey shit....
wow.. it sure has been a while.. so much has happened.. i went to seaside to help my aunt move in to her new apt. i took the train and a bus down there.. and a train back.. a week early.. i got caught shoplifting from sears in may.. i didnt tell dad.. april picked me up and lied to mom for me.. but the paperwork got sent to his house.. he was soo pissed.. i think im grounded till im 18 now.. but that totally fucks up my 17th b-day.. it was supposed to be really big.. i hope it still can be.. but seaside was fun.. i love being down there for the 4th.. its so great.. we stayed on the beach till about 5 in the morning.. we had the kidds in a tent.. but the tide came up really fast so they had to move the fire.. and then these kids saved our fire by digging a little wall thing.. it was pretty cool.. i got soo fucked up.. and my last night down there (the day dad called) we packed the kids up and made a small fire on the beach and got shitfaced.. it was grand..
i went to ozzfeast this year.. i saw shoppingcart mat there.. he called me a crazy lady... mom made april promise to make sure i keep my pants on (i wore a really short dress that has slits up to my hips..) but instead i walked around all day topless... i got painted neon pink and black zebra to match my pink and black zebra striped spandex pants.. it was awesome how much positive attention i got.. alot of it was from creeps but i got alot of beads too.. i panhandeled 40 bucks so me and this girl could get painted.. it was awesome.. i saw mariah, jordan, patrick and his little brother, this guy wheeler from stadium, and i took jesse but only saw him a few times.. and he ended up getting a ride from someone else... i thinki need a smoke break.. this sux... fuck it .. ill just finish this and be done... i feel really good right now.. i took a few pills.. %$ haha yay.. but yeah.. we watched tank girl.. i really like that movie.. becky is hot.. and i like her style. i gotta pee now too.. so i think im done writing for now..
i painted my nails red today.. i wanna do my toes next.. but i need remover for the crap thats on there..
it pisses me off how distant everybody is from me.. and how they dont even care.. well michelle is kinda making an effort.. i miss her soo much.. and i heard nemo is dead.. which i wont believe and it makes me want to cry thinking about it.. nemo was really special.. well i guess michelle is the only friend that i havent seen in a while.. besides amanda and erin.. god i miss erin... i wish i could see her.. but im really gonna go now.. I LOVE YOU MICHELLE!!!!!-oh i had an idea.. we should do that whole suicide girls thing together.. lol ;)
i went to ozzfeast this year.. i saw shoppingcart mat there.. he called me a crazy lady... mom made april promise to make sure i keep my pants on (i wore a really short dress that has slits up to my hips..) but instead i walked around all day topless... i got painted neon pink and black zebra to match my pink and black zebra striped spandex pants.. it was awesome how much positive attention i got.. alot of it was from creeps but i got alot of beads too.. i panhandeled 40 bucks so me and this girl could get painted.. it was awesome.. i saw mariah, jordan, patrick and his little brother, this guy wheeler from stadium, and i took jesse but only saw him a few times.. and he ended up getting a ride from someone else... i thinki need a smoke break.. this sux... fuck it .. ill just finish this and be done... i feel really good right now.. i took a few pills.. %$ haha yay.. but yeah.. we watched tank girl.. i really like that movie.. becky is hot.. and i like her style. i gotta pee now too.. so i think im done writing for now..
i painted my nails red today.. i wanna do my toes next.. but i need remover for the crap thats on there..
it pisses me off how distant everybody is from me.. and how they dont even care.. well michelle is kinda making an effort.. i miss her soo much.. and i heard nemo is dead.. which i wont believe and it makes me want to cry thinking about it.. nemo was really special.. well i guess michelle is the only friend that i havent seen in a while.. besides amanda and erin.. god i miss erin... i wish i could see her.. but im really gonna go now.. I LOVE YOU MICHELLE!!!!!-oh i had an idea.. we should do that whole suicide girls thing together.. lol ;)