slut..
thats all i fucking am.. im sick of it.. i screwed someone from school last friday, which i dont do.. the only other person i fucked that i went to school with was dickless nick.. but yeah.. and tracy and i get drunk and decided we need icecream so we walked to the baskin robbins... and guess who was working.... the kid i fucked last weekend... wierd huh... i feel soo slutty. today was the first time i talked to him since we screwed.. wierd.. and the new girl was there too.. wierd.. shes cute... i really like her pants.. i wonder where she came from... her name is talia or something.. but yeah.. i cut my hair.. its wierd.. im really gonna get a job.. i am.. and im gonna stop having sex untill i get married.. not.. at least untill i find a boyfriend type thing.. valentines day sucks ass... its just a day to remind amanda how much of a loser she is.. fucking loser.. yup.. anyways.. i doubt anybody will even read this far so im gonna say that im scared.. my aunt has been suspected of being on drugs again.. i have to go see her next weekend.. i need to .. i dont know how im gonna do it though.. i need help.. i need a car.. im tierd of feeling alone all the time.. i want it to stop.. but what the hell can i do.. nothing..