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So I chillen at home waiting for rich to get out of school so I can go out to lunch with him. I was just thinking about how weird it is to be out of school. Like even if I was going back to high school I'd feel weird. I worked so intensely this year. Sure I probably could have relaxed about somethings and a lot of things I didnt give 100% (coughchemchough), but other things I threw myself into so heavily that I think is distracted me from realizing that high school is over. Like, the morning of my graduation party (for my family) on saturday, I was still doing stuff for scribe. and not only was I doing my job, but i was doing the job of about 60% of the people that were suppose to be there.
so then graduation jsut kinda popped up outta no where. I got my dress at talbots kids, and i loved it haha. and i only cried a little bit during eddies speech (and afterwards when my family left without taking pictures or really seeing me). and i went out to dinner with my family, aadit... and billy and his mom! they showed up at the same restaurant so we invited them to sit with us. it was the best. eddies was fun, but i still didnt feel like i graduated. I dunno, i feel like im not done, like theres other stuff for me to do. I still cant get over the fact that we dont have summer homework!!!!!
And it def doesnt feel like im going to college soon, depsite the fact that im writing this on my new hot pink laptop. i was just talking to nick's little sister and she was asking me if i was excited. to be honest, right NOW im not. im too focused on going out to lunch with richard and what im going to do tonight. thats probably for the better though, becuase if i thought about it too much i would get really upset and probs just break down like every two seconds. its rediculous, everytime i think about leaving jenny i throw a fit hahaha. but she reminds me that we still have at least a little time before thats necessary. so ill enjoy myself until then i suppose.
so then graduation jsut kinda popped up outta no where. I got my dress at talbots kids, and i loved it haha. and i only cried a little bit during eddies speech (and afterwards when my family left without taking pictures or really seeing me). and i went out to dinner with my family, aadit... and billy and his mom! they showed up at the same restaurant so we invited them to sit with us. it was the best. eddies was fun, but i still didnt feel like i graduated. I dunno, i feel like im not done, like theres other stuff for me to do. I still cant get over the fact that we dont have summer homework!!!!!
And it def doesnt feel like im going to college soon, depsite the fact that im writing this on my new hot pink laptop. i was just talking to nick's little sister and she was asking me if i was excited. to be honest, right NOW im not. im too focused on going out to lunch with richard and what im going to do tonight. thats probably for the better though, becuase if i thought about it too much i would get really upset and probs just break down like every two seconds. its rediculous, everytime i think about leaving jenny i throw a fit hahaha. but she reminds me that we still have at least a little time before thats necessary. so ill enjoy myself until then i suppose.