UGH!!!
Gosh im so ill! Today was fun though! I got 2 go 2 school on a SATURDAY cause i had hours 2 make up. And i gotta go all this week and next week 2. Today we got 2 go outside and paint and Jada, Brittany, Rat, Richard and some other ppl were there, so i had alot of fun, until i had 2 go into a class room and sit there 4 about 30 minuets. It was just boring, but i got 2 talk 2 Triva. Brittany H. took me home, and it was raining,hard, and her windshild wippers dunt work. So it was sorta scary. But uh, last night after work, kellys friends picked her up, and like 8 ppl were squished up in 1 small car. And Rachel was there, and her and Tim seemed a little close. I got pretty upset, Tims a bitch, and im glad hes sad and cant get any girl he likes, cause he KNOWS i like Rachel and he dont need 2 b flirting with her. Well, he can get any girl he wants, thats why he needs 2 not mess with her, and hes probly not sad either. GOD THAT PISSES ME OFF!!!!!!! April invited me, but i wasnt about 2 squsih up in there, espcially with old man brian in the back and Tim all over Rachel. Anywho, i dont know what im talkin about so im just gonna talk 2 some of her friends and see what she has 2 say about it. And after school ends and i dont need a ride home anymore, i doubt ill b talkin 2 April that much anymore. Ugh, i have so many issues with this whole thing, i hate change sometime. And i so wish that things would go back 2 the way they use 2 be. It terriably upsets me, almost 2 the point where i feel like im gonna cry. My heart aches. I wish i had a car, then i could hang out with James and Laura. There cool and wouldnt ever hurt my feelings(or at least i hope not, i never though April would either) Why doesnt Chris have a car yet!? Hes almost 20!! URGHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAA AHAHAHHAHAHHHHHHHAHAHHAHA BUHAH ANA AHH!!! =(