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i'm not sure if i should be picking out a ring,
or curtains to block out the brooklyn sun in the mornings when i sleep in.
this is a really hard decision for me.
and i fucking keep opening my dumb mouth and saying shit that is going to make things complicated.
because when i get on that plane, everything changes.
no matter how much i don't want it to. or try to keep things the same.
this is the next chapter of my life.
i finally get to have what i want.
or curtains to block out the brooklyn sun in the mornings when i sleep in.
this is a really hard decision for me.
and i fucking keep opening my dumb mouth and saying shit that is going to make things complicated.
because when i get on that plane, everything changes.
no matter how much i don't want it to. or try to keep things the same.
this is the next chapter of my life.
i finally get to have what i want.