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sometimes i think i get lost in how much i involve myself in.
piles and piles of commitments, tasks, clothes, future plans, love, jobs, times in bed, shoes.
every morning, when i sleep by myself, i spend a while just mentally organizing. i call it 'filing'.
i just let my brain sort through all the shit, make folders and piles and sections, and put everything in it's proper place. then i continue on with my day.
today i need to wash my hair, put my clothes away, and work.
at some point this weekend i need to buy some new clothes for work.
julia and i need to have a business meeting, and plan everything out for moving to nyc.
i need to find a job in the big apple, and am trying a new approach to getting one before i leave.
i have to save money, about $2000.
i need to take my grant applications down to service canada.
i need to return my dvds to the library.
i have to decide whether or not to keep my gym membership...
... and then if i keep it, i have to make plans to actually go.
i'm going to cancel my social life from here on in.
i am not spending money at the bar any longer.
i quit smoking, and stopped getting my nails done.
so i could conserve funds for moving.
i shop at value village on the all too regular.
so i guess this needs to cease.
no more credit card.
no more unnecessary spending.
i gotta do this.
i have to make this work.
i have to do my best to make this happen.
piles and piles of commitments, tasks, clothes, future plans, love, jobs, times in bed, shoes.
every morning, when i sleep by myself, i spend a while just mentally organizing. i call it 'filing'.
i just let my brain sort through all the shit, make folders and piles and sections, and put everything in it's proper place. then i continue on with my day.
today i need to wash my hair, put my clothes away, and work.
at some point this weekend i need to buy some new clothes for work.
julia and i need to have a business meeting, and plan everything out for moving to nyc.
i need to find a job in the big apple, and am trying a new approach to getting one before i leave.
i have to save money, about $2000.
i need to take my grant applications down to service canada.
i need to return my dvds to the library.
i have to decide whether or not to keep my gym membership...
... and then if i keep it, i have to make plans to actually go.
i'm going to cancel my social life from here on in.
i am not spending money at the bar any longer.
i quit smoking, and stopped getting my nails done.
so i could conserve funds for moving.
i shop at value village on the all too regular.
so i guess this needs to cease.
no more credit card.
no more unnecessary spending.
i gotta do this.
i have to make this work.
i have to do my best to make this happen.