I walk this empty street on the boulivard of broken dreams.
So, a quick recap of my luck recently... lost job (good job to) a ticket for 180$ speeding... and my grandfather died last week. top three they are. Back is hurting abit. Jess and i are fighting more offten... though i still love her. just abunch of small things i guess that follow it. At this time im just trying to get back up. depressed as i am im still getting up fairly quickly i guess.
i cant really go to DND anymore because the hold it on sunday... and unfortuantely that is the day that ALL my family gatherings happen. and i know ill be blamed for not comeing. Gas is very tight as my money is very low. I still have not gotten paid. i will be thursday... but even that money and the next 3 checks will be to .. Goverment, mom, mom and government. blah... i hate bills and cops with radar guns... though i deserved it i supose.
not as bad as others i know... but then again i guess i just blahish. Miss certain people, wishing some things would just leave me alone.. not people, things. I have to get ready for work however.
on a good note, Jess and i are doing well :D work at publix (which yes i got a job back there so visit me if you want!) is going well over all, my favorite person is there still :D My games are working wonderfuly as a method of escape. beating a few now :D im takeing marathons :D Oblivion is now up to bat... its a long one. The van works...good. and ive a few new friends that are good and close to me. So... life is not all bad.
i cant really go to DND anymore because the hold it on sunday... and unfortuantely that is the day that ALL my family gatherings happen. and i know ill be blamed for not comeing. Gas is very tight as my money is very low. I still have not gotten paid. i will be thursday... but even that money and the next 3 checks will be to .. Goverment, mom, mom and government. blah... i hate bills and cops with radar guns... though i deserved it i supose.
not as bad as others i know... but then again i guess i just blahish. Miss certain people, wishing some things would just leave me alone.. not people, things. I have to get ready for work however.
on a good note, Jess and i are doing well :D work at publix (which yes i got a job back there so visit me if you want!) is going well over all, my favorite person is there still :D My games are working wonderfuly as a method of escape. beating a few now :D im takeing marathons :D Oblivion is now up to bat... its a long one. The van works...good. and ive a few new friends that are good and close to me. So... life is not all bad.