Jun 02, 2005 11:23
k so im ready to leave home now. yea. find somewhere else to stay for the summer.
alright so last night i was thinking.. hmm i need to go to the mall.. 'cause i didnt really buy anything in new york. so im like.. hmm maybe mom can take me and sarah and whoever else wanted to go to the mall on saturday.
so i go outside and ask her.. are you doing anything saturday?
she's like.. uhm in the morning. why?
im like.. well what are you doing?
and she's like.. well.. you're going to see Liz.
---LIZ is a psychiatrist (i dont care if i spelled it wrong) that me & my sister went to when we were way younger.. 'cause of my parent's early divorce.. and then us not getting along with rico. and my sister has gone to her lately for something i am not at liberty to make public.
so she was like.. well.. you're going to see liz. because i think we all need to talk more and we all need to see her.
i just look at her. then at the wall for 3 seconds. start to walk away. but pause. then walk away. without saying a thing.
k here's the thing. why do I need to go?? hmm. i know i have issues. but i dont need to see a psychiatrist to figure out what they are. i know what they are. and we need to "talk" more. w/e. im don't talk to my family because i know they dont care.
and here's something i was thinking as i was walking away.
"you were going to tell me this WHEN?!?!?"
and ya know what? they can't make me go. i dont want to go talk to liz. it'll be a waste of time. 'cause she'll just make me sit there and ask me a bunch of questions. and then just tell mom & rico what's wrong later. well i could just save time and tell them. its just. so stupid. and im not gonna waste my saturday doing somthing i DONT WANT TO DO.
im not the one who needs to see a psychiatrist.
i just need to get out of this flippin house.
someone please tell me if i can come live with them. because im moving out this summer.
THE END.