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I feel like I am slowly dying in my own skin! Like something has crawled inside me and is slowly killing me inside and out...Who am I?
I just hate my life right now. I have carpe diem on my wrist yet what do i fucking do everyday? NOTHING BUT GO TO SCHOOL, STUDY AND WORK OUT! Thats not fucking living life, seizing the day! I want old Amy to come back, I miss her! Even though she was fat and stupid, I liked how she didnt give a fuck!
I care too much
I think I need to call the thing with Shane off, he distracts me from my work. He's young, and might like me too much! He just isnt for me!
Some days I want to die, its weird this morning I woke up and I was in a good mood, I went to class in Bio and Art had great, the got into my room. And just wanted to die! Thats not right! Whats wrong with me!?
I dont even know who I am anymore. I look in the mirror somedays and wonder if thats really me looking back. I see bags under the eyes, I see unhappiness, i see content. I see nothing...thats the saddest part! I want to cry, I want to hide. I just want to disappear for a few days!
I just hate my life right now. I have carpe diem on my wrist yet what do i fucking do everyday? NOTHING BUT GO TO SCHOOL, STUDY AND WORK OUT! Thats not fucking living life, seizing the day! I want old Amy to come back, I miss her! Even though she was fat and stupid, I liked how she didnt give a fuck!
I care too much
I think I need to call the thing with Shane off, he distracts me from my work. He's young, and might like me too much! He just isnt for me!
Some days I want to die, its weird this morning I woke up and I was in a good mood, I went to class in Bio and Art had great, the got into my room. And just wanted to die! Thats not right! Whats wrong with me!?
I dont even know who I am anymore. I look in the mirror somedays and wonder if thats really me looking back. I see bags under the eyes, I see unhappiness, i see content. I see nothing...thats the saddest part! I want to cry, I want to hide. I just want to disappear for a few days!