Sep 03, 2005 17:06
So I'm keeping a different type of journal now. It's going pretty good, I think, except now I'm more conciouse as to what I eat and it doesn't feel good, but, oh well.
Tons of work with Senior Project. Wish we could fire Dona from the group, but, whatever.
My doggie is fine. Actually, she's very very playful.
OH!!! NORMA called me last night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had not heard from this girl in a freaking long time!!!!!
So I'm gonna take her out sometime in the next couple of weeks, as soon as I can make time.
I didn't realize how much we have in common, though, until last night when she had the trust to tell me what's been going on in her life.
This whole Katrina thing is devastating. I couldn't help to cry.
And still people don't believe in God?
I think this is paving the way for the Anticrist. I can almost see it.
Everything is falling into place, one thing after the other.
Not long ago, a Buddhist turned to Christian woman had a visit from an Angel telling her that something would happen towards the end of 2005 that would change the entire US for ever (she had other visions too that have come to pass... hummm.. sounds like an entire different post).... what could that be? Hummmmm....
I know this sounds crazy, and you can think I'm a naive, crazy person who believes in an ancient story, but, its history, so you can say I'm crazy, I still believe in God.
So how do you deal with trying to be a professional and making a good life in the material world, stuck in worldly passions and still trying to attain salvation? I'm only human.
How do you tell God, "I'm evil but please save me even though I can't seem to change"???
Oh well...
I'm thinking about going out tonight to a bar, on my own, see who I can meet and chat. Just mingle. But its scarry to go out on my own. Not like I'm trying to pick anyone up, but, it is dangerouse... oh well... I need to dance... it seems to make me feel better...
OH yeah, Meli, I love you! ;-*