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i just don't fucking get it
how can someone look into your eyes with honesty and say they love you
say they want to marry you and have children and a big house, a place of your very own
say you mean so fucking much to them and make one soul out of two
hug you tight and say "i never want to loose you... promise we'll always be true to each other"...
work on making each other better... live for each other... lies
after sunrise, everything is giggles, tickles and laughter... plan for an evening date
then send a coward text messege... i never want to see you again... you mean nothing to me...
you never did.. it's only lust... only physical... all lies... deceit.. hatred...
so what was all this for? what purpose could lies possibly serve? why lie?
if you want a good fuck go get a fucking whore... a prostitute.. a friend with benefits...
what did i ever do to hurt someone so much.. enough to deserve this? what?
what did i ever fucking do to him? i just don't fucking get it.
i mean, i gave my 110%... i went an extra 2 miles for this boy...
the least i deserve is some fucking honesty.. at the very least
i'm so tired of all this... tired of everything...
cuz people don't remember that great presentation... that fabulouse, life-changing speech... that great project...
they remember you, the person, and i'm a good person... that much i know...
i refuse to think that the people you care about the most are the one's who'll hurt you the worst...
i refuse to loose hope... to close myself to people... there's got to be a good guy out there... somewhere...
cuz' i met him once... i met a perfect man(except he was taken) but at least i know they do exist... in flesh and bone...
it just hurts so much for someone to play with you.. i hate it
fuck all this
how can someone look into your eyes with honesty and say they love you
say they want to marry you and have children and a big house, a place of your very own
say you mean so fucking much to them and make one soul out of two
hug you tight and say "i never want to loose you... promise we'll always be true to each other"...
work on making each other better... live for each other... lies
after sunrise, everything is giggles, tickles and laughter... plan for an evening date
then send a coward text messege... i never want to see you again... you mean nothing to me...
you never did.. it's only lust... only physical... all lies... deceit.. hatred...
so what was all this for? what purpose could lies possibly serve? why lie?
if you want a good fuck go get a fucking whore... a prostitute.. a friend with benefits...
what did i ever do to hurt someone so much.. enough to deserve this? what?
what did i ever fucking do to him? i just don't fucking get it.
i mean, i gave my 110%... i went an extra 2 miles for this boy...
the least i deserve is some fucking honesty.. at the very least
i'm so tired of all this... tired of everything...
cuz people don't remember that great presentation... that fabulouse, life-changing speech... that great project...
they remember you, the person, and i'm a good person... that much i know...
i refuse to think that the people you care about the most are the one's who'll hurt you the worst...
i refuse to loose hope... to close myself to people... there's got to be a good guy out there... somewhere...
cuz' i met him once... i met a perfect man(except he was taken) but at least i know they do exist... in flesh and bone...
it just hurts so much for someone to play with you.. i hate it
fuck all this