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Doesn't it suck when you find someone who you think is greater than great, that person you always made up in your dreams that you thought would only live there, in your dreams, and you find them in full flesh and bone and ... they're taken?
I don't even know what to think about this. I can't believe I'm so sad. I literally felt my heart crush when he said "My girlfriend" ... I could've cried had I not been there physically. Instead, I took another sip followed by another and another, thinking maybe it'll go away... maybe maybe... but by the time it was day again, I had fully realized this is where I really wanted to be... I just couldn't... so I left.