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Apr 29, 2005 17:01

i'm really sad cuz' i just don't feel like i used to
i used to care deeply for him, but i guess too much stumbling finally made us fall
and i don't want to tell anyone about it first, he's got to be the first to know
but then again, it's not like he cares either way
sometimes i feel he doesn't even care about anything at all
he tells me he loves me, but, what are words without actions?
i'm not asking for the world, but, nothing really changed between us dennis, nothing
we're still the same 2 persons and its' really not fair for either of us
i love him, but, it's a different type of love
it's a "you were my boyfriend once and you will always be my friend" type of affection
this is such an apathetic and lazy relationship, it depresses me! it really does

dennis, maybe you were right! maybe this will be a disaster! :(
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