Oct 04, 2005 19:59
I'm sick of other people making me feel like shit. I am sick of listening to other people's bullshit, especially when they put themselves in that situation.
Who the fuck are you to make me feel like crap?
I tried very hard and my life isn't a cake walk. I was just doing the best I could under the given circumstances and I'm not perfect. Nevermind the fact that I am doing this out of the kindness of my heart. So excuse me for fucking up. I just don't care anymore. It is not that important. My life will go on and you can go and take your fucking shit and deal with it on your own because I refuse to allow you to make me feel this way again.
So now I am going to go about my business as I please. If you don't like it, well I couldn't care any less. Maybe I will be of help, maybe I will sabatoge the whole thing. Either way, I win, because I have other things in life that are important to me, not just one pathetic facade. So go, revert back to the unenlightened one and deal or die, cause you will never put me into this position again!