:proceeding cautiously:
things are getting better, slowly. i'm becoming closer to new friends are college and KB'S and I's friendship is getting back on track. things still aren't how i'd like them to be with jess, but you can't have everything.
i've been invited quite a few places which always cheers me up.
last night Steve and I went to a friend of his 18's birthday party. we stayed there for awhile then got a taxi to Tom's house where he had some friends over. everyone was stoned there is was classic. they were all watching father ted giggling away lying in a big bundle. it was so cute.
today me and steve just bummed around. after he left the mum and I put up the tree. tehee. silver and purple pretty bauballs, and twinkling faerie lights. it's making me get into christmas more.
i still haven't bought all of the presents i need to and there's only 7 days left. oh deary.
it was hana's birthday yesterday [and rorys!] so i'm going over to her house tonight with some girlies and i'm taking wine. yay. tispy lorrie should be fun. we'll eat chocolate and...dance in PJ'S. Rory phoned and asked if i wanted to go to his tonight but as i'm at hana's i can't. which is poo but he he said we can meet up soon.
tomorrow i'm working and monday i'm going to the nexus to see skindred. how cool! i love them loads i've got their cd and everything and i'm going to be about 10 inches away from them! i wonder if they'll stick around after so i can get an autograph or have a chat or something... that was uber cool.
i'm nervous that things will only be good for awhile then things will go shit again. it scares me alot.
i really miss bekki,its crap she doesnt live here anymore. i'm going to stay with her in january, towards the end i think. which will be great. we can go out clubbing again and i'll hunt for cute guys for her.
it's odd that when i was little i would have been practically wetting myself at the fact that xmas is a week away. but i'm strangely calm. maybe it's not as fun when you have to buy all and sundry a present... not that i don't love to give, i really do love giving people presents. i guess organising everything and i thinking about it all spoils the fun! now i know why my mum gets bored of xmas. lol...
well i better go and get ready for hana's and eat my dinner. yum. veggie chilli.
take care everyone and if i dont update again, have a wonderful christmas and stay happy.
xx
i've been invited quite a few places which always cheers me up.
last night Steve and I went to a friend of his 18's birthday party. we stayed there for awhile then got a taxi to Tom's house where he had some friends over. everyone was stoned there is was classic. they were all watching father ted giggling away lying in a big bundle. it was so cute.
today me and steve just bummed around. after he left the mum and I put up the tree. tehee. silver and purple pretty bauballs, and twinkling faerie lights. it's making me get into christmas more.
i still haven't bought all of the presents i need to and there's only 7 days left. oh deary.
it was hana's birthday yesterday [and rorys!] so i'm going over to her house tonight with some girlies and i'm taking wine. yay. tispy lorrie should be fun. we'll eat chocolate and...dance in PJ'S. Rory phoned and asked if i wanted to go to his tonight but as i'm at hana's i can't. which is poo but he he said we can meet up soon.
tomorrow i'm working and monday i'm going to the nexus to see skindred. how cool! i love them loads i've got their cd and everything and i'm going to be about 10 inches away from them! i wonder if they'll stick around after so i can get an autograph or have a chat or something... that was uber cool.
i'm nervous that things will only be good for awhile then things will go shit again. it scares me alot.
i really miss bekki,its crap she doesnt live here anymore. i'm going to stay with her in january, towards the end i think. which will be great. we can go out clubbing again and i'll hunt for cute guys for her.
it's odd that when i was little i would have been practically wetting myself at the fact that xmas is a week away. but i'm strangely calm. maybe it's not as fun when you have to buy all and sundry a present... not that i don't love to give, i really do love giving people presents. i guess organising everything and i thinking about it all spoils the fun! now i know why my mum gets bored of xmas. lol...
well i better go and get ready for hana's and eat my dinner. yum. veggie chilli.
take care everyone and if i dont update again, have a wonderful christmas and stay happy.
xx