"the love you clean up with the mop and bucket"
I fucking hate him, all he was, was full of bullshit lies i dont want anyone to love me, i dont want to care about anyone that way again i never want to feel that hurt again, im nothing more than a player . then why the fuck did you say you loved her? why the fuck are you wearing a ring? you hardly even know her, your nothing more than a fucking selfish kid.
this b-12 shit aint working im going on meds, all i want to do is cry, or rip my hair out in chunks.
Today i find out if Chris goes to jail or not, im hoping he doesnt but this is something i want so the complete oppisite will happen... I really want him around for my birthday. more like really need him around for my birthday. all the fucking cute happy or bullshit happy couples will be there( and if you are happy then its not bullshit you all know who you are) anyway im going to take meds i swim next semster take some many classes its crazy. ao its not like i'll be siting at home getting fat...
the only thing i know is im sick of not being good enough..
and picking up the pieces
But that part is my job. pick up the pieces and send them on their way and just hope i did a good enough job, but i think i failed seth because he went back for the same type of person his ex was
this b-12 shit aint working im going on meds, all i want to do is cry, or rip my hair out in chunks.
Today i find out if Chris goes to jail or not, im hoping he doesnt but this is something i want so the complete oppisite will happen... I really want him around for my birthday. more like really need him around for my birthday. all the fucking cute happy or bullshit happy couples will be there( and if you are happy then its not bullshit you all know who you are) anyway im going to take meds i swim next semster take some many classes its crazy. ao its not like i'll be siting at home getting fat...
the only thing i know is im sick of not being good enough..
and picking up the pieces
But that part is my job. pick up the pieces and send them on their way and just hope i did a good enough job, but i think i failed seth because he went back for the same type of person his ex was