It's been a while.
I've had this journal for almost six years now.
It used to be that I could come here and speak without restraint, but that changed somewhere along the line. Now, it feels like it's keeping me from moving forward, and I can't have that. I can't go back to how I was before I left for Japan. As much as I think it'd be nice to have my old life back, I have to keep changing.
heavybreeze
This will probably be the last entry I post here. I'm sorry. Eventually I'll try to start commenting again. Right now though, I have to focus on other things. Like getting a job. orz
I won't delete neonblue, partly so I can keep using it to read my flist, and partly because I have a lot of good memories here. Someday, maybe I'll go back and go through all of them.
But first I want to make more.
It used to be that I could come here and speak without restraint, but that changed somewhere along the line. Now, it feels like it's keeping me from moving forward, and I can't have that. I can't go back to how I was before I left for Japan. As much as I think it'd be nice to have my old life back, I have to keep changing.
heavybreeze
This will probably be the last entry I post here. I'm sorry. Eventually I'll try to start commenting again. Right now though, I have to focus on other things. Like getting a job. orz
I won't delete neonblue, partly so I can keep using it to read my flist, and partly because I have a lot of good memories here. Someday, maybe I'll go back and go through all of them.
But first I want to make more.