Feb 29, 2004 23:35
I really hate life. I swear, these highs and lows are getting to me. I don't know how much more I can take. I was high on life last night after some incidents, and I went home, and as soon as I was alone I broke down, nothing was right. Today I tried to figure it all out and make the things from the night before actually be logical but I came out with nothing but a broken heart and a headache. I now want nothing to do with the oppisite sex, that was the last straw.
I just relized I haven't eatten anything but 2 cookies all day...mostly because I couldn't eat at all. I just hanve't felt like myself...
I am gonna go lay down and think some more, try to make the things in my head and heart work.
You're the best thing about me
<3 A Hopless Girl