ive been here before.
with hopes of tomorrow playing through, going and finally visiting kayla before she is due.
today wasn't fair to be at work, it was almost pointless. my 6 months is coming up, and with that I may start looking for a new job, because this constant repition is starting to wear on me more than I expected. I also keep thinking about how I'll be 20 next June.
doesn't seem the time. and with that, I keep thinking of everything (the old group) used to do and how things were. how I wish they still were still, sometimes. but things changed for reasons that can't be erased, sadly. I'm trying to update more than I had been, whether or not it is read.
I want to be able to go back, and be able to skip and go back to the places we used to hide at. I didn't think I'd ever be able to watch that much sex and the city.
its funny when its a repeat, now.
even though the times are changed, and set, I don't care for venting, hardly even that.
today wasn't fair to be at work, it was almost pointless. my 6 months is coming up, and with that I may start looking for a new job, because this constant repition is starting to wear on me more than I expected. I also keep thinking about how I'll be 20 next June.
doesn't seem the time. and with that, I keep thinking of everything (the old group) used to do and how things were. how I wish they still were still, sometimes. but things changed for reasons that can't be erased, sadly. I'm trying to update more than I had been, whether or not it is read.
I want to be able to go back, and be able to skip and go back to the places we used to hide at. I didn't think I'd ever be able to watch that much sex and the city.
its funny when its a repeat, now.
even though the times are changed, and set, I don't care for venting, hardly even that.