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you know.. i really dont know why i bother.. i try to be good to everyone. i try to be sympathetic to what their lives are like and how their dealing with them.. but i guess its not good enough for some people.. why should i worry about people that fucking get pist at me for asking how they are? im always down on myself about everything and im always blaming myself for how things turn out with people.. and the thing is.. im not fucking doing it anymore, im GOING to be treated with some respect.. or people will just regret losing me later on. Im already over this whole craig thing.. which i never thought would happen.. im much more of a stronger person than i thought i was. if i can deal with losing him.. i can deal with losing ANYONE.
i think its about time for me to make totally new friends. preferibly guys.
and hang out with ones i miss and ones who want to see me..
I love you Clity Cake Cindi poo... im going to be calling you soon princess.. <3 i miss you
i cant wait to see Dan either (i love you dude).. and im lookin ULTRA forward to meeting Nikki *wink*
i think its about time for me to make totally new friends. preferibly guys.
and hang out with ones i miss and ones who want to see me..
I love you Clity Cake Cindi poo... im going to be calling you soon princess.. <3 i miss you
i cant wait to see Dan either (i love you dude).. and im lookin ULTRA forward to meeting Nikki *wink*