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Max hit the nail on the head:
"from my experience, once u rave, everything and EVERYONE seems like one giant joke. all the labels, the beliefs, the goals, the principles, the morals, it all disappears. all that matters is your happiness. "
seriously. though i still hold my beliefs and morals closely and dearly,
all that matters,
in the end,
is my happiness.
and i know that seems like a ridiculous statement,
especially considering all the kids who become addicted to raving like i did to punk.
but for me at least, and i guess max as well,
all it did was open us up to the realization that none of it fucking matters.
and that there's no reason to take yourself so seriously,
and if wearing kitty ears and drinking wine makes me happy,
then pour me a fucking glass and go away.
because all i want is to be happy.
and now that i'm focused on that goal, and that goal alone,
i have been.
"from my experience, once u rave, everything and EVERYONE seems like one giant joke. all the labels, the beliefs, the goals, the principles, the morals, it all disappears. all that matters is your happiness. "
seriously. though i still hold my beliefs and morals closely and dearly,
all that matters,
in the end,
is my happiness.
and i know that seems like a ridiculous statement,
especially considering all the kids who become addicted to raving like i did to punk.
but for me at least, and i guess max as well,
all it did was open us up to the realization that none of it fucking matters.
and that there's no reason to take yourself so seriously,
and if wearing kitty ears and drinking wine makes me happy,
then pour me a fucking glass and go away.
because all i want is to be happy.
and now that i'm focused on that goal, and that goal alone,
i have been.