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[neon_nihilism]

anywayss...

what am i playing at?
i feel like he's just my friend. and i know that's how it is.
my awesome artsy friend. who thinks he's fallen in love with me.
but i dont feel it back.

as for him.
well stupid me, hah. i shoulda known.
but now i've learned my lesson. for good. oops.

and lastly.....
you...
are....

fucking beautiful. and i love you. so much. so much.
i missed you.