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this is the end. or at least, the end was supposed to happen but it got caught up and never happened...now everything is pointless. i should say fuck school. this is all rediculous. what's the point in getting known? better to seek enlightenment than to pursue some predetermined goal set that mommy told you to go for. i'm so sick of everything. i've been hurt a lot lately bleeding and burns...i wanted to cry so badly earlier today, but i am incapable of crying. i wish i could just erase sean and carla out of my life so i wouldn't have to think about that.