mein herz tanzt

[neon_eye]

i know i´m probably one of the most unreliable persons of the world...
i promised you long entries.. two times.. and í still didn´t post them..sorry.. but i can only say again.. real life.. 
it´s kinda scary how much things and perspectives can change in a few weeks.. 
but one thing is still the same:

i miss yu.. writing with you..and chatting.. even

Comments

[freshxd]

honestly, this is the most beautiful and happy entrie you have ever made :)
and i am endless happy for you, even while you are sick :)

i am sure we will continue to write, maybe with time less and less, and maybe one day we will stop completely, but i am noone to easily let go, so i will find you... hm.. propably 4 years later just to see how things are gg :)

gosh, i think what you said to me is the nicest things i have heared in so long :) and to hear that from a person as importened and still as pesent in my life as you are makes it even more... awsome i dunno, lack of words XD

and one thing: you are elping me all the time, you help me by yelling at me, talking to me, chatting makeing entries or even when you are not around because at lest atm i know that you are busy and that you are happy, even while you are sick, and that makes everything seem better :) i don´t even know why, it just is like that I)

i can´t even remember saying that XD lol see, i am really really tired and i slept till late in the afternoon so... blah? lol

even while you are living from weekend to weekend, don´t you see it? you grew from not-living-at-all to living from weekend to weekend :)))

shall i tell you my trick against monday? do it like the english folks: just make sunday to the first day of the week, then it will always start with a free day, and in your case, a day with adrian :) then week is so much better ggg

even if it is too new and too rushed, fuck that! it is your live, your relationship and most importened: your expirience. it will work out good in the end (what? so i belive in happy endings, lol how can´t i? XD) maybe not with him, but you will learn and you will grow and you will have memories and that is the best ting in the world (well, most in the time) just listen to feelings and your heart and anything will be okay :) and if not you can still blame it on me for saying those things XD

luvhugsandmuchtimewithadrianandgetwellhuggiesandmuchcare

[neon_eye]

it´s amazing and jealous-making how you can post such wonderful comments and be happy for someone other with so muh stuff going on in your life..

the only thing i wish atm [besides the obvious one: more time with my boyfriend ^^] is for you: that whatever bad stuff is going on will vanish and that you´re happy.. i hope it will be soon..

and i don´t even wanna think about stopping to write with you.. i experienced that at least one time too many .. i´m tired of loosing my friends.. and you´re too important to me to let you so easily go.. so´i´ll just hold on and hope you´ll too..

[freshxd]

you? jelouse? bout that? you are happy for me all the time whenever there is a reason to be! and you care all the time, what just showes me that you want people around you happy, that is awsome! you, out of all people, really don´thave a reason to be jelouse just because i am happy for you XD

i am happy. it just depends on the way you look at things. everything can always be worse, so there is no reason not to be happy. the darkness can enlighten everything :)

weekend is comeing soon! :) just a few more moments, and weekend is there!

you are never going to lose me. that would hurt, and that is something i really don´t wanna feel. it propably will just going to bet a bit silent =)
i will. and i will always be happy to see you happy.
honestly :)