music is... it isn´t supposed to be caged on a freaking kind of video tape... i don´t understand why people spend money for seeing people play music. okay, to go to a concert is clear. it is of living the music, standing in a crowd to be a part of a wave, forming to music... but... a dvd just to watch somebody makeing the same noises over and over again... that seem to be ridiculus to me gg i just don´t get it gg
ofcause it is hard for her, after all, she is still your mom, and you are still her sweet little baby girl gg even if she can´t show it gg
she could have propably been into an accident, or worse... but... i don´t think so :) she will be just very busy by moving :)
uhm... your dad will send you to see a musical thing whatever, alone?? that´s... cool... and weired gg
after my very last test i was anything but happy... i don´t know why. maybe because the senseless of being was more present again. maybe because i knew what i had to do, but it was hard to even think about it... so... hey, it is pritty possible to be down after the last examn ggg
if you say so.. i prefer 'live'music [even if its on dvd with a fcuking good sound btw] over studio-albums.. thats why i have them.. its like hearing cd´s only better
she shows it.. at least sometimes..
thx for feeding my worries Ôo.. at least i know that she was in the EW two weeks ago.. so i dont think anything happened. . but who knows for sure Ôo
not send.. he offered to pay my ticket cause i dont have enough money and he has the possibility to get cheaper tickets.. and he knows that i want to see it but its pretty impossible for him to sit next to me while he is somewhere high over the stage managing the light x]
the only possibility for me being down would be if i know i fcuked it up.. unless that i´ll probably bounces around and talk everyone down who crosses my ways x]
yeah, ofcause... i don´t like the plasticine fuck shit hatever more. i prefer just to hear free music. i don´t need to see or know about the people behind the music. so.. for me it is just..... senseless do spend money for seeing people... i could use that moey way better ggg
oh sorry! i just... this was just one of my overdozed ideas i always have if people disappear for some time (when my bro hide after his marriage for a few days, almost a week, i began to scare everybody and tell shit like "somebody has raped him after a robbery and let him die on the pavement" or shit like "he fell and broke a part of his back, and now he is unable to move, lying like a dead in the water to still die slowly like the body we found..." n shit... sorry... gg) she is okay :) just busy :)
oh okay... that´s cool :)
lol... i was totally shattered after my last examn... it even was my best i had made the whole time i was in this class, but still, i was totally lost for that day.
*hrhr*.. didnt spend my money on it anyway.. got them as a gift for birthdays or christmas x] anyway.. but i would have bought them if i hadnt got them as gifts..
its ok.. im good at talking myself calm x] eventhough its typical me to start worrying fast and get hysteric ideas what could have happened x]
thats strange.. i´m more the celebrating, going crazy type x]
i just see them as totally useless XD you can´t watch them whyle you are in the train or on the bus, you can´t play them without watching em, it is just... i dunno gggg
so, what else do you have exept the panic? thing XDDDD
lol
i normally also the crazy kind of guy (exept for the net btw) but at this point in time, i still had a job and i made a kurs thing (in the german meaning) but still i felt like i was now out of school (for the second time) and totally useless.... huh... gg
but you can rip the audio and hear a great concert.. and see it if you´re home ,]
die ärzte [they rock.. and not only the concert but the extr stuff.. half of the concert as 'summ-kommentar' and the other half commented by them.. i was literally on the floor laughing x).. one placebo-concert.. its awesome.. in the bercy in paris.. great show.. and one with all musicvideos by placebo..]
or i can buy (haha i and spending money for music is a totally crashing shit thing gg i never spend money for music... it would feel odd gggggg) a cd with the live records on it what would be not at all so expensive and not attached to work gg
uhuuuuuu i had bought once the something blabla voliume 1 dvd by him, but i gave it to a friend closely after i bought it. it was useless for me. it wasen´t even a comcert it was only a collection of videos interviews and stuff... i didn´t know why i bought it in the first but i figured out that i don´t need that shit. i love their music, and not anything besides that. i think, in a way, that if you spend money you are damaging the music... gg
not at all... there was no sense behind it. i broke up school about 3 years ago at that point of time i had a job, i had been through wit the army, i was also into that kurs and i was nearby getting a new job as soon as i was out of that ... so... there was absolutey no reason to be into a shit mood :)
ofcause it is hard for her, after all, she is still your mom, and you are still her sweet little baby girl gg even if she can´t show it gg
she could have propably been into an accident, or worse... but... i don´t think so :) she will be just very busy by moving :)
uhm... your dad will send you to see a musical thing whatever, alone?? that´s... cool... and weired gg
after my very last test i was anything but happy... i don´t know why. maybe because the senseless of being was more present again. maybe because i knew what i had to do, but it was hard to even think about it... so... hey, it is pritty possible to be down after the last examn ggg
*CUDDLE*
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she shows it.. at least sometimes..
thx for feeding my worries Ôo.. at least i know that she was in the EW two weeks ago.. so i dont think anything happened. . but who knows for sure Ôo
not send.. he offered to pay my ticket cause i dont have enough money and he has the possibility to get cheaper tickets.. and he knows that i want to see it but its pretty impossible for him to sit next to me while he is somewhere high over the stage managing the light x]
the only possibility for me being down would be if i know i fcuked it up.. unless that i´ll probably bounces around and talk everyone down who crosses my ways x]
*flausch*
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so.. for me it is just..... senseless do spend money for seeing people... i could use that moey way better ggg
oh sorry! i just... this was just one of my overdozed ideas i always have if people disappear for some time (when my bro hide after his marriage for a few days, almost a week, i began to scare everybody and tell shit like "somebody has raped him after a robbery and let him die on the pavement" or shit like "he fell and broke a part of his back, and now he is unable to move, lying like a dead in the water to still die slowly like the body we found..." n shit... sorry... gg)
she is okay :) just busy :)
oh okay... that´s cool :)
lol... i was totally shattered after my last examn... it even was my best i had made the whole time i was in this class, but still, i was totally lost for that day.
U.U
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its ok.. im good at talking myself calm x]
eventhough its typical me to start worrying fast and get hysteric ideas what could have happened x]
thats strange.. i´m more the celebrating, going crazy type x]
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so, what else do you have exept the panic? thing XDDDD
lol
i normally also the crazy kind of guy (exept for the net btw) but at this point in time, i still had a job and i made a kurs thing (in the german meaning) but still i felt like i was now out of school (for the second time) and totally useless.... huh... gg
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die ärzte [they rock.. and not only the concert but the extr stuff.. half of the concert as 'summ-kommentar' and the other half commented by them.. i was literally on the floor laughing x).. one placebo-concert.. its awesome.. in the bercy in paris.. great show.. and one with all musicvideos by placebo..]
aso.. understandable i think..
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uhuuuuuu i had bought once the something blabla voliume 1 dvd by him, but i gave it to a friend closely after i bought it. it was useless for me. it wasen´t even a comcert it was only a collection of videos interviews and stuff... i didn´t know why i bought it in the first but i figured out that i don´t need that shit. i love their music, and not anything besides that. i think, in a way, that if you spend money you are damaging the music... gg
not at all... there was no sense behind it. i broke up school about 3 years ago at that point of time i had a job, i had been through wit the army, i was also into that kurs and i was nearby getting a new job as soon as i was out of that ... so... there was absolutey no reason to be into a shit mood :)
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wish you a good night, sleep well, nice dreams.. and have agreat day..
*lotsofhugsies*
night cutie :]
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sleep well, no nightmares, a good and victory time :) have a great day too :)
*ree*
night bubbles :)
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