hopes and fears

[neon_eye]

zoran drvenkar - was geht wenn du bleibst

deine linke hand beschreiben
hieße deine rechte missachten
streichle ich deine beine
verpasse ich deinen rücken
und dich im nacken beißen
lässt deine lippen unberührt

dir befehlen
schließt bitten aus
redest du stolz
vermisse ich schwäche
und mit dir schlafen
lässt immer zwei möglichkeiten
offen

was nimmst du
indem du

Comments

[freshxd]

uhm... are you in love? it is really a beautyful poem :) thanks for posting it :) very sensitive and observing from the same perspective... all in one :) okay, it´s not one of yours, but it looks very belonging to you in the way the words were used, the belonging to each sentense in an sensitive style...

and now: hell how could i not see that entrie????? why haven´t you told me????

oh wow.. i am so blind I(

[neon_eye]

huh?...
nopes.. im not.. why did you think that?

whoa.. now i feel kinda honoured.. im mean this thing is so fcuking awesome.. Ôo

dont know why you didnt see it.. i just posted it like every other entry..
[and why should i tell you that i posted a new entry.. never did that be4 >.<]

hmm.. maybe x]

[freshxd]

because of that poem XD haha made me think "maybe she felt in love with some guy i would never ever talk to, or she is just a little ... romanticOo like... uh look at this and look at that and oh how good the sunsets look blah" XDDDDD
hei, i am honest XD don´t be mad XD

you did it once before...
and i am blind ... i am a mole XD a fucking blind mole who can see barely and is terrifyed by lights XD

yep, i am XD

[neon_eye]

nopes.. as i wrote.. it was my german-examn.. we had to analyze it.. i just posted it here cause i liked it so much..

im not mad ,]

did i? >.<
*hrhr*.. kellerkind.. *lol*.. it was a kinda inside-joke between me and my friends.. we called the goth-kids here so.. and we all were tageslichtuntaugliche kellerkinder..

ok.. x]

[freshxd]

@kellerkinder... seriously... maybe i forget how to speak7read german, but ... i have no clue what you are talking about XD

OH NOW I GOT IT.... my brain is just too fucking lazy today... night... whatever ... sorry XD

i get it, but it doesen´t make sense... have to read it tomorrow XD

[neon_eye]

no reason to be sry..

it was meant as referring to you terrified by light..
doesnt matter anyway..
*hrhr*

[freshxd]

okay oncemore it came out all wrong... i am actually not terrifyed by lights... only if i haven´t slept much all week, but not actually... there is no fucking light out there that could terrify me XD i just wanted a better connection between me and a mole, ya kno? XDDDD

[neon_eye]

come on..it was meant as a joke x] .. and i know that you´re actually afraid of light..
dont take everything i write so seriously .. x]

[freshxd]

lol neither do me, but i just wanted to make clear what is going on, couz i sometimes when i think ybout you (like in a random state of thoughts with flash threw my minde XD) i think "hell, i have to look like a totally loser, or idiot, or worse haha" and it makes me lough XD so i never really know what is going on in your head XD

[neon_eye]

hey its not like i actually know whats going on in your head/mind..

and you dont look like a loser, idiot whatever.. a lil bit freaky.. but its not like im normal.. so thats not bad..
[by the way i think the same sometimes.. x)]

[@thoughts with flash: huh?]

[freshxd]

just.... nah wrong word... not flash like flash in that meaning... flash like "things shoot threw my mind" yaya XD

you dont have to tll me that i am ot look like that... really, i don´t care about it that much. so if i do... why should i worry? you still write with me, ya? XD

[neon_eye]

aso.. ok x]

but i want to.. x]
and obviously you care as much as writing it.. or whatever Ôo

course ,]

[freshxd]

haha now i don´t get it... häh? XD

[neon_eye]

*roflz*.. *hrhr*.. i kinda like our magic moments..

what do you dont get?

[freshxd]

well, the whole thing i guess... i have so absolutely no clue hat is going on right now XDDDD

[neon_eye]

huh?
ooookayy.. *hrhr*

what im supposed to do/write now..esplain you everything or what *shrugs*