...somebody saves me # i don´t care how you do it...

[neon_eye]

heeeyyaa..
sup?
yo..
*roflz*.. ok.. thats not me..thats my sugar rush speaking *glaresatsugarrush..shutup*

so.. was busy, busy  the whole day.. relatives still not here *yeah*.. but will come soon -.-
i actually stood up at nine like my mom wanted me too.. and since this is moment my mom is like hectic in persona.. its *argghs*
nothing really to say

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[neon_eye]

maybe both.. cause im pretty sure i heard the music of my neighbor.. or i was hallucinating.. [can you hear hallucinations? Ôo) .. wouldnt be that devious.. x] considering what time it was >.<

couldnt escape.. but it was ok.. pretty funny at the 'second half'.. cause the most of my family was out.. and only my mom and dad stayed.. preparing the dinner.. and dinner was really funny.. i have such a crazy family (especially my dad..).. and my rike, the lil daughter of my sis is so sweet.. and yeah.. *lol*..whatever x]

exhausted now.. but stupid!me drank too much coke.. and im sure i cant sleep till something after midnight.. *yawns*

*aarghs*.. why do i live in fcuking germany.. wanna go there.. i mean.. i love placebo.. i would lovelovelove to see mcr, saosin and taking back sunday.. and i pretty much like linkin... *whines* *möp*
dont you dare crashing your schleptop.. what would i do without you [ähmmz..besides annoying my family to death Ôo]

my mom calmed down a lil bit.. and now i´ll look through some pics i took.. and yeah.. stay here.. and .. hmm.. do nothing?

*cuddles*

[freshxd]

first GIMME PICS!!! XD

okay, maybe you heared the fucking psychos playground and your psycho nighbour... maybe it´s ne same XDDDD

haha as i thought, most of the time you would do everything to not go to whatever it will turn out as funny XD

same to me... i´m not sure but i might have seen placebo once, but... well... looks like i am not sure anymore XD
however... if they were comeing to germany i will be there! they are gonna be the opening act for metallica in the fucking us of fucking a and if they were here my sister would die to go there... she is a metallica fan ofcause *rollseyes* and she is a huge fan of linking, same as me, and it would be such a geniouse thing to go there *pout*

oh come on. do you really think i´m smashing my lappl deliberatly? XD i can´t pay for a new one so i have to keep this one as long as possible, aaaand i can write with you XD

*cuddles*

[neon_eye]

you wanna see my family and my room? sure?.. its not really interesting x]

possible.. *thinks*

*rollseyes*.. hopefully the week turns out that good too.. hopefully better..
[still a lil bit sceptical about friday..party and stuff]

you´re not sure?.. how you cant be sure? Ôo >.<
i think they probably wont come here.. i mean.. they were here twice last years.. but maybe im lucky and they play in germany again this year Ôo
metallica.. hmm.. liked them much for a while.. dont listen to them anymore.. x] linkin are cool... they play at RaR this year.. and there will be a livestream in the net again *cheers*
lets fly to amrica and go to the concert x]

didnt say that.. i mean.. you might say you´re stupid.. but that would be more than just plain stpidity.. >.<

whha.. you not be able to write with my.. nightmare, catastrophe.. apocalypse.. *looksaroundscaredtodeath*

*cuddlesmore*

[freshxd]

would i ask for it if i wasen´t interesten in seeing it? XD

lol hm... you know, most people can´t sleep by loud music, so if you neighbour doesen´t work at night in his apartment... well, you can imagine WHY he is playing music that loud XD

oh i hope so for you that it will getting better and better (but with a sceptical look.if you feel good at all you know you only can fall on your ass so.. hm... i still hope you are fine and happy and... i don´t know XD)

uhm... long story XD let´s say it that way: it was my summer of music XD 3 festivals no breaks concerts... well it was my way to say goodbye to my "happy childhood days" if you want so XD
so i am not that sure who i see and who i missed XD

can we do this? can we just get the next plain to america? well... no i don´t think so... XD i hate plains... but except that fact... lets go!

you are so sweet XDDD i think it wouldn´t be THAT bad for you if i wasen´t able to write anymore ;)

*flauschs*

[neon_eye]

uhhm.. no? ...if you really want.. i´ll just upload them to my photobucket and give you the friends password.. im way too lazy to post the links for every pic here.. x]

but just cuase he cant sleep or whateverthefcuk was up.. doesnt mean he has to keep everybody else from sleeping.. >.<

not really happy atm.. but ok.. dont wanna get too happy.. cause then the fall afterwards is harder.. Ôo

sounds awesome.. at least a 'summer of music'.. i mean..it sounds like it was alil bit too much if you cant remember who you saw and who not after it..
never went to a festival.. dont really know if i want to go to one or not.. i mean im more the concert-fan than a festival-one.. x]

hmm.. depending on when the thing will gonna be.. we could go there by ship.. with that you would also see the ocean.. and i would be fcuking happy.. and just lets get the tickets x]

you sure? x]

*flauschsls*

[freshxd]

first: gimme link or pw XD

uhm... i didn´t mean it that way sweety XD

i see it that way: you have to be happy to fall on your ass, but if you are in mental hole, you will get naturally high... or soXD

nono it was awsome XD but... well... it´s long ago and a few band were complitely unknowen till i saw them on stage, but a few sucked a few was brilliant and a few just didn´t get my attemtion at all... so, it´s possible that placebo was one of the last category, or i was just .. dunno, not on earth XD asleep or drunk or shitheaded or i dunno XD

well, i would say same with me except the fact that i was on a few festivals (loved the sonnenklang but everyone was high Oo) but you have to try to be really able to say what you prever more. it´s like a three day concert or one day or one week howlong you will stay XD

hey, when you are comeing eventually to austria, make sture that (if it is possible) it is around the time of the donauinselfestival. it´s a completle free festival for 3 days, but it´s without the tents n stuff, and this year there will (as far as i know) noone really importend playing there but it´s cool! there are uncountable stages and the whole afternoon and night there are hundreds of bands playing and little markets are builted up and at the last day with is always a sunday there will be a huge firework... i love that festival XD
even if it is not a real one XD

there is only one problem with that XD who is gonna pay it? XDDDDD

maybe`how can i know, i am not you, you know? XD
but almost sure XD

[neon_eye]

ok.. i´ll write in my entry.. so i´ll can edit it out later.. dont wanna give everyone who is able to read this the possibility to look trough my stuff.. cause there are some personal pics and stuff..

*lol*.. whatever x]

my pov: you dont have to be happy to fall .. but when you´re happy it happens sometimes inevitably... you can always fall deeper..
yeah i know.. im pessimistic x]

*lol*.. sounds like a good way to spend summer-time.. x]

hmmm.. sounds great.. if i´ll come to austria it will be in the last week of july i think.. Ôo not sure.. but it looks like its not gonna happen anyway.. except i get however a bunch of money.. but thats pretty unrealistic.. >.<

mist.. maybe they wont notice it when we just sneak on board? x]

and its pretty good that you are not me i think.. at least imho.. x]

[freshxd]

no... no you can´t always fall deeper. at one point it is impossible to fall.

it was just the second best summer i ever had XD... i know this will sound very... i don´t know, shitty or something like that... weired, but the best summer was the one after when we wanted to refurbish our gardenhous. it was the summer after michi moved here and he my sis and i spend all the time in cinema or worked on our houses or just did shit. we was pale as hell because we spen about 70% in cinema or online, but it was just ... my family... they two are my family even if michi is not consanguineous he is my brother gg

if you come i think the date could match ^^ as far as i know it is the last june or july weeknd.
dunno...... would be cool *sigh*

yeah we could do that but.. where are we gonna sleep? oh who needs sleep XD

imho? huh? I)

[neon_eye]

hmm..not sure.. ok..youre probably right.. >.< when you´re dead it doesnt go deeper.. ok.. topic-change.. dont wanna think about this 2nite.. -.-

its not weird.. i mean what could be better than spending the summer with the people who are closest to you..and whom you care about most..? (ok..im just assuming that they are the closest to you.. but you know what i mean..)..

yeah would be cool.. but its probably not possible for me if my family doesnt spend the vacation in austria.. i mean i´d love to go there.. and maybe meet you and stuff.. but i dont think i´ll have the money to go there by myself.. *arrghs*..

exactly.. sleep is way too overrated... x]

imho= in my humble opinion.. [*sighs* me and netspeak.. should stop using it so much..x)]