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Hey friends, I like friends. I like getting water ice with friends, I like hanging out with friends, I like going to the mall with friends, I like eating at bertucci's with friends, but I didn't really like friday. You know, maybe people think those things are fun, and I sure do too, but friday, well on friday I was really not happy. Well, I was not happy because of Ruth. I was fine with everything else. That's why it was bad. Well that was friday. I went over Mike's (the cousin type) since he's leaving soon. I played chinese poker and watched him play Ninja Gaiden (ninja goddamn) and ate candies and it was okay, but I was kinda mellow. Yesterday was much better. Phil and I went over someones house to see a super soaker flamethrower and shurikens and swords and fog machines and air blasters and credit card launchers and crazy fucking stuff, and desert foods. Amelia got me such a wonderful Interpol poster at Tunes, and I love her for that, and will pay her for that with great respect. Surely if I had a camera I would put up a picture of it. It has my personal identification mark on the back because I have chapstick on and I kissed it. Andrew and Mike and Phil and Ruth and Amelia drove around and I got katsu and miso soup and green tea ice cream at YamatOhmygod I like it so much. Mr. McDoylicious and Andrea and Samantha met us in the parking lot and I ran off with Ruth and Amelia, leaving Phil and Mike and Andrew to be sad and cry. Sorry Phil. But whatever, Andrea's house is neat, and I got my fucking light back holy jesus. I've had it on me nonstop because it is the love of my life. THANKS SUMANTHUH, now give back those gummy bears you ate last year. More often I will have people over my house to just hang out. It makes me happy to be around lots of people in a small room with Group X playing loudly and Phil and I being dumb. Well, after Amelia left, and after my mom was done lecturing Andrew on provisional license driving, I went over Dylan's, to be there with no parents, just he and Sara and Ruth and I. Dan was there too which was cool, because I haven't seen him much lately. Ruth and I took the sofabed, Sara and Dylan his mom's room, and Dan Dylan's computer for you know...reasons. Ruth and I were watching a movie called Rain, which was interesting, but I didn't get to see all of it, getting caught up in other activities. Dylan and Sara came down so we went up, and Dan went to bed. The couples switched around places and doing whatever. I don't know why I'm getting to every little thing, but all in all, I maybe should have interacted with the others more than I did. I need to not get into this groove of doing this certain thing all the time and not doing anything else, because that's not the best. I don't know what I'm saying. I need to cool off. So I'm working on life right now. It's a lot different than a couple years ago. Aside from fucking up and not doing my work, my brain has come to be very different, and my social and uh, unsocial life is just not the same. I'd say I like it more, it's more alive this time in my life, but I'm heading on the wrong track future-wise. Shit I'll just be a hobo. My mom leaves for Hong Kong on wednesday, so I'm gonna party it up at my house as much I can.
Goals for my immediate future: Get work done, make love to my interpol poster or anyone else who so desires, buy FLCL once and for all, finish reading Trainspotting, build some of my friendships, stop being fucking stupid.
Maybe I'll think of something important next time I update. . . . !!!!!
Goals for my immediate future: Get work done, make love to my interpol poster or anyone else who so desires, buy FLCL once and for all, finish reading Trainspotting, build some of my friendships, stop being fucking stupid.
Maybe I'll think of something important next time I update. . . . !!!!!