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i stopped working at the pool teaching the kids how to swim. i really freaked out and thought that somehow someone was going to drown or become a bad-form swimmer. either would be awful. i just couldn't take it. it's this point i'm at where i don't really want to work at things. i just want to be doing things as they come at me and not have to put my mind into them so much. i've been thinking too often and too hard and it's time for a hiatus. not that i'm not using the old noggin, but -- you know... i just don't want to have to be OBLIGED to use it at 9 in the morning with no exceptions.
i have a horrific crush (already) on a girl at work and what the fuck? why am i always so damned magnetized toward girls who cry. i left her a picture in her waitress-book thing that was a tree colored orange and pink and it said 'tree of happiness and good days at work'. if i were her, i'd fall in love with me. if i were her and gay, that is.
i looked at the most amazing house today and i'm entirely certain that i'm moving in there. the bathroom has an exposed brick wall, an elevated in-the-wall bathtub, granite or marble or something tile walls, and a window. that alone sold me on the place. it's tucked away behind a couple of other buildings so it's quiet and peaceful, and the wood floors are just...amazing. and i have a window. A WINDOW! and a huge closet! and...i'm so excited! so, if i can scrape together enough money i can move in next week, which is just perfect because daniel's mother is coming to town and it'd be nice to not have five people under one three-bedroom-covering roof.
i have to go email people. this post is making me want to email people.
i have a horrific crush (already) on a girl at work and what the fuck? why am i always so damned magnetized toward girls who cry. i left her a picture in her waitress-book thing that was a tree colored orange and pink and it said 'tree of happiness and good days at work'. if i were her, i'd fall in love with me. if i were her and gay, that is.
i looked at the most amazing house today and i'm entirely certain that i'm moving in there. the bathroom has an exposed brick wall, an elevated in-the-wall bathtub, granite or marble or something tile walls, and a window. that alone sold me on the place. it's tucked away behind a couple of other buildings so it's quiet and peaceful, and the wood floors are just...amazing. and i have a window. A WINDOW! and a huge closet! and...i'm so excited! so, if i can scrape together enough money i can move in next week, which is just perfect because daniel's mother is coming to town and it'd be nice to not have five people under one three-bedroom-covering roof.
i have to go email people. this post is making me want to email people.