Apr 10, 2008 14:20
Oh my, has it really been that long? Look at the time! I can't beleive I had neglected you for so long! Tsk tsk, I'll never forgive myself darling.
Ever have questions? Am I doing what is right? Right? No, not right. Umm, best? Are you on the luminous path? Am I? Am I arching towards destiny? My mind wants the questions answered, but the only way to answer these questions is to experience. And when one is tied up, bound, caged, how can one experience? But, how much do others play in that destiny/path/experience anyway? Is it only a small fraction? A simulacrum, a likeness, an expression, one that appreciates the mind as much as the body. A seeker a balance. How does one love life with so much repression? Impossible. I think I am doomed to a life of asking questions. Or should that be second guessing?
And then the phone snapped me out of it.
Ahh, it's good to see I was not completely lost in the fire.