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Fucking.... See, now, this is WHY you should never go soft. Because stuff like this - fucking life - always stabs you in the face if you're not biting it's hand off. You should all listen to the Lady Neon: believe that she knows what's best after all, yeah?
I've been angry for years, feels like. Ultra's moping round with a face like a smacked nan and even though this would usually make my trippy little heart pound up to my eardrums, she just looks so... cocking miserable. Misery is something I like causing, not seeing. It's too ugly.
See all the busy-body support networks are already in place: nets to catch the tears and that, yeah? Yeah. Well I don't need one, thanks for asking. Why would I? I'm Neon. Made of diamonds and cold steel, me. Nothing can touch me. Not even the fact that the person who means more to me than Eno is currently up her fine duffer with the spawn of everything we stand against. She wants it left it, I know she does. I can see it in them eyes, even if she can't. She hates me already. And not the fun kind, neither. But I just... can't let that happen. NO, I won't. I fucking won't!
Fuck me, this is poofy banter. Probably shouldn't have drunk that bottle of gin... Not least coz the offy doesn't open til after 2pm. Piss you, I'll make it open!
I've been angry for years, feels like. Ultra's moping round with a face like a smacked nan and even though this would usually make my trippy little heart pound up to my eardrums, she just looks so... cocking miserable. Misery is something I like causing, not seeing. It's too ugly.
See all the busy-body support networks are already in place: nets to catch the tears and that, yeah? Yeah. Well I don't need one, thanks for asking. Why would I? I'm Neon. Made of diamonds and cold steel, me. Nothing can touch me. Not even the fact that the person who means more to me than Eno is currently up her fine duffer with the spawn of everything we stand against. She wants it left it, I know she does. I can see it in them eyes, even if she can't. She hates me already. And not the fun kind, neither. But I just... can't let that happen. NO, I won't. I fucking won't!
Fuck me, this is poofy banter. Probably shouldn't have drunk that bottle of gin... Not least coz the offy doesn't open til after 2pm. Piss you, I'll make it open!