Sometimes living out your dreams aint as easy as it seems...........
I can't bring myself to write my study abroad application....and it's due today.
If i write this, it means I might get in...if I get in, I'm gone for almost 6 months. can i do that? am i ready? i tell myself I am; i almost believe the things i say. but i dont think i really am.
I want this right? I've already talked about it for months and I can't turn back now. Even if it kills me, I have to go. I have to grow up. I have to....do so much that I can't do here.
And so it goes. =/