Is anybody there to believe in me?
Alone in my dorm and suddenly realizing how few friends i have. it's my own fault really...people tend to annoy the shit out of me so i don't bother. i would wander around union square but i'm feeling lazy and anxiety ridden over starting classes tomorrow. ick. i miss my televisione. REBAAAAA!!!
if i can't survive being here right now, then one could argue that i would have no business going to Florence so i will not drive myself crazy now. nope nope. because my present existence is measured by how quickly my foot will touch down upon italian soil. speaking of "italian" i have my very first ever italian class NOT taught my Marco, Luca, and Francesca, but that wasn't actually Italian, it was Romanesco. I am taking elementary 1....i view this as me failing at life because i somehow beat the system and got into intermediate 2....i feel i'm unprepared for that so my plan is to learn how to count and learn my colors, days of the week, and months and then take another placement test so i can take intermediate next semester.
i'm going on about nothing, just wasting time so it seems like i'm being productive. oh screw it all.
if i can't survive being here right now, then one could argue that i would have no business going to Florence so i will not drive myself crazy now. nope nope. because my present existence is measured by how quickly my foot will touch down upon italian soil. speaking of "italian" i have my very first ever italian class NOT taught my Marco, Luca, and Francesca, but that wasn't actually Italian, it was Romanesco. I am taking elementary 1....i view this as me failing at life because i somehow beat the system and got into intermediate 2....i feel i'm unprepared for that so my plan is to learn how to count and learn my colors, days of the week, and months and then take another placement test so i can take intermediate next semester.
i'm going on about nothing, just wasting time so it seems like i'm being productive. oh screw it all.