"Threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back..."
"A name in your recollection, down among a million, say:
Difficult enough to feel a little bit disappointed, passed over."
So, yesterday didn't start out too good. I spent over 4 hours in the hospital having tests done. Actually, I spent 1 hour having tests done and over 3 hours waiting... I hate people...
I still don't know what's wrong. I should find out something today.
"When I've looked right through, to see you naked and oblivious..."
I did have a date last night though. I sent Carrie flowers that were timed to get there after she got home from work, but before she left to come to my place. I remembered that she said prefers lilies to roses, so (even though I strongly disagree) I sent lilies. She also said she likes blue flowers... but there are no blue lilies... so the card was supposed to say:
I can't wait to see you tonight...
Patrick
p.s. - There don't make blue lilies, I asked...
But the flower shop lady must not have thought that was funny, because she left the last part off.
"and you don't see me..."
She loved the flowers. I know that sounds obvious, but I have dated girls who did not like when I gave them flowers.
"Well I threw you the obvious, just to see if there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel..."
We went to the concert with two friends of mine who are in town for the St. Jude Radiothon today and tomorrow. I explained to Carrie that I couldn't just let them sit in their hotel room and stare at the wall. She was totally cool with it.
The concert was awesome. We all had a great time.
"Here I am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded..."
After we dropped the others off, we went back to my place. She gave me a big hug and said she had a fabulous time. As she pulled back, she kissed my cheek...
Then I stared into her eyes and kissed her very softly...
It was a very innocent kiss, but I am still terrified that she may not have wanted me to...
"So I threw you the obvious... Do you see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel...
Eyes of a tragedy..."
Everything seems to be going right. She seems to like me. She talks to me like no one has since Lisa did when I was 17... She talks to me like she's enamored with me. She sent me a text message on Monday just to say "hi." She laughs at almost everything I say...
I have more reason to think that this girl likes me than any girl I've ever known... Even girls I ended up dating for years... at this stage, I've never had so many signs...
But I can't help but think that she doesn't really like me. I'm waiting for the f-bomb to drop and incinerate my heart...
I hope my paranoia is only that...
"Apparently nothing.
Apparently nothing at all."
Difficult enough to feel a little bit disappointed, passed over."
So, yesterday didn't start out too good. I spent over 4 hours in the hospital having tests done. Actually, I spent 1 hour having tests done and over 3 hours waiting... I hate people...
I still don't know what's wrong. I should find out something today.
"When I've looked right through, to see you naked and oblivious..."
I did have a date last night though. I sent Carrie flowers that were timed to get there after she got home from work, but before she left to come to my place. I remembered that she said prefers lilies to roses, so (even though I strongly disagree) I sent lilies. She also said she likes blue flowers... but there are no blue lilies... so the card was supposed to say:
I can't wait to see you tonight...
Patrick
p.s. - There don't make blue lilies, I asked...
But the flower shop lady must not have thought that was funny, because she left the last part off.
"and you don't see me..."
She loved the flowers. I know that sounds obvious, but I have dated girls who did not like when I gave them flowers.
"Well I threw you the obvious, just to see if there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel..."
We went to the concert with two friends of mine who are in town for the St. Jude Radiothon today and tomorrow. I explained to Carrie that I couldn't just let them sit in their hotel room and stare at the wall. She was totally cool with it.
The concert was awesome. We all had a great time.
"Here I am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded..."
After we dropped the others off, we went back to my place. She gave me a big hug and said she had a fabulous time. As she pulled back, she kissed my cheek...
Then I stared into her eyes and kissed her very softly...
It was a very innocent kiss, but I am still terrified that she may not have wanted me to...
"So I threw you the obvious... Do you see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel...
Eyes of a tragedy..."
Everything seems to be going right. She seems to like me. She talks to me like no one has since Lisa did when I was 17... She talks to me like she's enamored with me. She sent me a text message on Monday just to say "hi." She laughs at almost everything I say...
I have more reason to think that this girl likes me than any girl I've ever known... Even girls I ended up dating for years... at this stage, I've never had so many signs...
But I can't help but think that she doesn't really like me. I'm waiting for the f-bomb to drop and incinerate my heart...
I hope my paranoia is only that...
"Apparently nothing.
Apparently nothing at all."