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[neomonpkmn]

Hello again LJ, it's been ages.

I'm not really sure how to start this again, so I'll try to be creative. Let's try to do a quick rundown on what happened so far. While we're at it, let's try le olde LJ cut and...

• Quit my old job due to "technical" reasons
• The kasambahay gave birth to a boy, then grandpa bit the dust shortly after
• Was able to attend a friend's wedding; that's one strike out off the bucket list
• Got a new gig just to impress relatives
• Tried those dating apps to no avail
• Mother had a stroke and is currently healing from the paralysis
• Got into a fight with relatives
• Fell in love again, and again, and again
• Was able to graze upon the holy land of Japan
• Lost both cars
• About to reach my 4th year in the company
• COVID happened and I'm stuck at home
• Received Rico's Wimpy to compensate for the lack of better work assets
• Planning to become a content creator
• Almost nearing my current target savings
• The usual wallowed in melancholy and probably depression or grief or something

And those are things I could think on the top my head. It might seems like a wild roller coaster ride to some, or a pretty lame plot to others, but that was life for me.

Where do go from here? Not really sure. I mean the pandemic kinda have us all in a stalemate or some sort of waiting game. There's little to what I think I can do at the moment and it kinda scares me. While life seems to go back to normal despite the growing number of cases here and there, I'm amazed on what others have managed to do. Some were already able to get in touch with their loved ones, and some got to even visit places already. Part of me wants to curse them for going out and probably contributing on spreading the virus, but a part of me is also happy for them despite being envious. It really doesn't help that the year started out quite shitty and is proving to be more than that. Like super shitty. But like how others adapted to go out of the safety of their homes, it seems that there are good things left and are yet to be unravel throughout the year.
I'll leave things here for now with a wish that I'll be able to see her again real soon. I know LJ, we still got lots of stories to tell. But here's to hoping I'll be back again real quick.
See you,
-Neon